Thursday, December 18, 2008
? It's the last goodnight kiss & these moments I miss when you're gone ¿
You can say that you don't miss me, I think about you every day.
I did the presentation wrongly. I just finished redoing it. Pheww, thanks to Cicilian who told me about it else I'll make a fool out of myself tomorrow at class.
And Zel got posted to SJC. Hooray? Maybe.
While doing the essay last night, I found these..
There's more but these are the few that tickled my toes heh heh!
J came over in the morning to pass me the things she got me and the family from Taiwan! So sweet of her :) We had lunch at Compass Mac's. She sent me to meet Jemi, then walked us to school gate before she went off to take a bus home.
San sucks, I hate him.
Made us bring lappies for nothing. He went off before we all did!
And class politics. Well well well.. Never judge a book by its cover huh? I never expected something like that to come out from her. She seemed all nice, well-mannered & etc. God knows what she has been whispering to A, since she can actually say such things about L in front of D.
Left school at 4pm. Frikkin' tired. I went straight straight home. New Moon is good, very good. Twilight is good too. Very good!!
Folks are not working tomorrow, they are gonna bring Zel to school for orientation. And we're having lunch at hkcafe :) After class (and the horrible presentation), I will meet J & Yan for dinner. Hooray!
Tonight's talk didn't go too well.
Yan, where iz you :( Your assumptions all wrong already la ahaha!
Labels: out and about, pictures, politics, school, tired, wednesday
trick or treat? @ 11:08 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
? I'm a coward, not a fighter, disguised as a lover ¿
Were you honest when you said: I could never leave your bed, wake me up & let me know you're alive, & will you fall in love again?
Finally, things are getting slightly better. And it's true when I say I am happy, I can feel it inside of me. I'm so glad :)
Marc & Mat gave school a miss so the five of us sat together in class. It was SBS & it's hella boring :( We've to form our own groups for the project. The amount of project and assignments are stressing me a lot. I should start early so I can really enjoy my Christmas with the girls :)
After school, we went lunch together at Tiong Bahru Plaza! We had KFC & I didn't even finish half my meal. We had a long talk about boyfriends/girlfriends & happier/unhappier past. So the tension level was kind of high :/ And we realised that all of us cried before in front of each other. Haha lame but still! Least we know we're comfy with each other, riiiight? (:
Oh so that's the way it is, you let me go like you don't owe me a thing. Well I can handle this, I've been through it all before. And you'll get yours. But you can't tell someone that you'll be there & then walk away like you don't care. Now I'm not saying this cause I'm mad. I just want you to understand. One day, it's gonna catch up with you. Baby I thought you knew when you do somebody wrong, before too long it's gonna get done to you. And you might think you got away with playing me for a fool. You must be sitting on top of the world feeling like you're finally free. And you'll wish you never did me wrong. You can't tell someone that you'll be there and then walk away like you don't care.
Stayed there until about 4pm. Took train down to AMK to meet mom. We had a long talk about we-all-know-who :/ I feel so bad upsetting her. I really hate Zel for letting the cat out of the bag. I cannot fucking trust my own fucking sister. I just don't wanna let mom know 'cos she's worried enough about Zel & her nonsense, now me. I'm old enough to deal with my own shit. Tsk stop worrying mom, seriously. But whatever mom said to me made sense...
Picked Zel from tuition. Dad came to pick us & we went home for dinner. I watched telly all the way until around 12mn. Talked to Yan on MSN & went to bed after that. Yay for the last day of school for the week tmr! We're gonna have lunch together again :D
You said move on.
Where do I go?
Labels: blockquote, out and about, quotes, school, wednesday
trick or treat? @ 11:31 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
? The hardest thing I do is wake up without you ¿
Love, it changed me, but I've been searching for a heart that will bring me to my knees.
Happy 18th, Nel!
Happy 19th, Jace!
Happy 19th, Shangari!
Happy 20th, exgf xavxav!
May all your wishes & dreams come truuuue ♥ love!
Proper update, at last? I finally cooled down & feeling a bit better today.
Thanks Ray :)
Watched
Lakeview Terrace with Ray today!
Very very good show. I kinda know what is it about already 'cos I watched Nicole's vlog about it :) It's about racism. I really like this show. Hmm..
After the movie, we sat around at the playground to talk. Heh heh
I'm feeling a lot better now. Not so bothered by it :) I really hope the feeling stays..
All I can do now is just pray to God that
you're still there.
I just have to hope that
you'll still love me after all this is gone.
Yan's coming over tomorrow!!!!
Something to look forward to, yay :D
Labels: birthdays, monday, movie, out and about, photos
trick or treat? @ 11:44 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
? What I want from you is to be bright in the sad black days of no sun ¿
Bury you beneath our first kiss & in those twisted dreams is where you'll finally rest.
G "Eh, smile leh! Don't show me your dabian face hor!"
R "Okay la okay la, take again"
He couldn't stop going on & on how bright my neon orange shirt is. He cannot stop saying, "Wahlao, I think I need sunshades" -.-
We spent the entire day at Starbucks. Ice blended caramel <3 We didn't watch movie (for the first time!). Wanted to watch Tropic Thunder or Mama's boy haha. But we were too late for the early show. so we settled down at Starbucks to just talk & all (:
Yay tonight's My New BFF's episode 6!!
P/s:
Second :)
Labels: out and about, photos, tuesday
trick or treat? @ 8:21 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
? I have a headache in my chest from all the chaos that you left ¿
This is the crush of the year in our night-vision dreams, know what I mean?
I had a wonderful Saturday night out with Laojie & Daniel!
It's like, each time I see him, he changes. He becomes fatter -.- It happens when you're attached, I understand. Poor him. It's worse when you've a girlfriend who is in a hardcore diet & both of you are food lovers.
In the morning, Ray & I went over to the airport for brunch at Popeye's before he left for M'sia (: Parted ways at Tanah Merah. He went home while I went over to City Hall to pick up my bag from the seller. She's so sweet & I love what I bought! So yayyyy (:
Yay I love it :) I wouldn't buy this if I can afford the 2.55
Met Laojie at Orchard. She was half an hour late!! :( We went to Hyatt to have high tea. It was fab, I really like the place. We were too busy updating each other about our lives that I didn't get to take a proper picture of what we had. It was just, fab, really. Very light & the food is nice! It's really good! After high tea, we went to Paragon to get the eyelash strengthener from Browhaus. I finally got it, yay!
Hopefully after using for 15 days, my eyelash will grow!
Went over to City Hall. Walked around while waiting for Daniel. I saw someone with the River Island bag I wanted!! :( Damn vintage, I like! Can I take my River Island clutch to exchange for that vintage chain bag :( :( :(
Daniel came & we walked over to Purvis Street for First Thai Food (: It was good food, I swear but I was so full from the high tea!! Omg we had so much to eat. Guess how much the bill came up to? Ninety over dollars! Didn't get to take pictures again 'cos Daniel was like perspiring like mad so we hurriedly left the place to get some air. It was quite suffrocating there :/ All the heat!
We walked over to Raffles Hotel & Daniel insisted to have cakes at the bakery. Thank God I don't go out with them often. The way he eat is scaring me to death.
This is really nice. Chocolate Moose :)
My skin look flawless, whoo!
Only if it's like that in reality :/
After that, we walked over to City Hall to grab a cab down to UE Square. Sat around at Denise's & drank! Yay finally, I haven't had alcohol in a long long time.
I really like the setting there. If it weren't for that old uncle laughing out loud there, it'd be perfect. He was like laughing so loudly, it's annoying!
We stayed there until about 10pm.
I thought I was good, whoa like I can drink so much & face no problems at all but when I stand up, I feel like I was turning? Haha but I was still sober so it's all good hahah. We walked from UE Sqaure to dblO then to Laurent for desert :) Yummy!
I forget what's the name but it's damn nice!
Must bring the girls there some other time :D
Blurred Daniel & half of Laojie
After that, flagged a cab & went home. Reached home about 12am (: Washed up & slept immediately haha was damn dreamy la!
Woke up this morning at 10am. A good 10 hours of sleep!
I'm watching ANTM now, I'll blog later tonight (:
Labels: alcohol, drinking, night life, out and about, photos, saturday, shopping, sunday
trick or treat? @ 11:21 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
? It was a big mistake to let me memorize your face ¿
Your image is stamp beneath the insides of my heart
Now you're gone I don't know where to start
Finally, we're on the forth & last part of my BKK trip (:
Skipped breakfast to get more sleep. I was up damn late, so I was like rushing. Packing my stuff, making sure I look right before I step out of the hotel room, checking that everything is in the luggage & nothing is left behind.
We hardly take photos together but fortunately for this trip, we did!
And of course, one with Dad, one with Mom :)
I really like this one though!
After all that waiting to check out, we left for Platinum Fashion Mall (yes, again!). We cabbed over & the cab driver let us alight at Baiyoke so we asked everyone to come over to Baiyoke, we shopped, felt hungry for some yummy pancakes & went over to Platinum.
I got half my basket bag filled before we head back to the hotel to meet up with the rest for lunch...
We cabbed back to the hotel, packed our things & left for MBK. Had lunch at the Fifth Avenue.
New food court! I skipped lunch, helped to take care of Jermaine while her folks go on their last-minute shopping spree. Didn't really get to explore the place though. I was looking for that crepe store but can't find it! I hope it is still around though. I really like the crepe with chocolate ice-cream in it :D
While walking back to the hotel, we walked past the arts and culture center.
OMG WHY I LOOK EXTREMELY FAT :(
CHE!
Checked out, the bus came to pick us off to the airport. Time to say farewell to Bangkok :(
Did all the necessary, checked in our baggage, went past the custom & all that. Shopped around in the duty-free shops. Mom wanted to buy the Coash wristlet & the Gucci bag!!!!! >:@ but she said it's more expensive there then in overseas like States & all so she said she'd ask her friend to get it. I'm just hoping she isn't saying it to make me feel happy.
I'm friggin' tired so I'll let the photos do the talking! Teehee
Before we went to our gate while the rest are still shopping...
In the plane!
Got home at around 12mn!
I was damn tired, knocked out at around 2am after clearing out my luggage. I stacked up the new clothes on my bedside & jumped onto bed. Damn tired!!
Tomorrow, I'll put up my purchases ;)
Anyway, I spent my lovely Saturday with few of my favourite people!
Met Ray & Cheryl at White Sands. Sat around at hkcafe before we went off to Dhoby Ghaut. Left the place at around 6ish, took a train & walked over to Cathay.
We had 99c sushi for dindin (: Had so much to eat!!! Jeff came & as usual, he made me laugh like the laughing Elmo. I don't know but his facial expression itself is enough to make me laugh. The bill came up to
$50!! Been there sooo many times but the bill has never came up to that much, 'cept the time with the family during Zel's birthday. After that, I bumped into Nique Chua in the ladies & she couldn't recognise me until I texted her -.- Jeff (and yeh, the rest) drove me home. The ride home was damn quiet. Played Cooking Mama though hehehe!
Came home, washed up & skyped with Ray :D It's damn fun, haha the emoticon is cuter than MSN & it's faster! I'm gonna hide at home & skype everyone haha save money!
When she walked in, my heart skipped a beat. Should I thank God that it isn't you? She dresses exactly like you, the way you always wanted to. Tshirt on the inside, paired with a black cardigan & stripe berms & a nice white Oxfords to go along. I guessed, what you'd like the most is her D&G glasses & her Oxford shoes. They were so pretty, even I fell love at first sight for them. And we always liked the same things, remember? She had the same kind of walking style as you do, even the same hairstyle. She resembles you so much, I cannot help but keep staring. And guess what? She met my eye a few times & she told her girlfriend about it. I was so embarrassed :x
This is what I wanted to tell
you last night.
Ok I really need to look for a job, I know I am damn random but goodnight!
Labels: bangkok, out and about, photointensiveentry, photos, saturday
trick or treat? @ 11:20 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
? It's the last goodnight kiss & these moments I miss when you're gone ¿
You can say that you don't miss me, I think about you every day.
I did the presentation wrongly. I just finished redoing it. Pheww, thanks to Cicilian who told me about it else I'll make a fool out of myself tomorrow at class.
And Zel got posted to SJC. Hooray? Maybe.
While doing the essay last night, I found these..
There's more but these are the few that tickled my toes heh heh!
J came over in the morning to pass me the things she got me and the family from Taiwan! So sweet of her :) We had lunch at Compass Mac's. She sent me to meet Jemi, then walked us to school gate before she went off to take a bus home.
San sucks, I hate him.
Made us bring lappies for nothing. He went off before we all did!
And class politics. Well well well.. Never judge a book by its cover huh? I never expected something like that to come out from her. She seemed all nice, well-mannered & etc. God knows what she has been whispering to A, since she can actually say such things about L in front of D.
Left school at 4pm. Frikkin' tired. I went straight straight home. New Moon is good, very good. Twilight is good too. Very good!!
Folks are not working tomorrow, they are gonna bring Zel to school for orientation. And we're having lunch at hkcafe :) After class (and the horrible presentation), I will meet J & Yan for dinner. Hooray!
Tonight's talk didn't go too well.
Yan, where iz you :( Your assumptions all wrong already la ahaha!
Labels: out and about, pictures, politics, school, tired, wednesday
trick or treat? @ 11:08 PM
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
? I'm a coward, not a fighter, disguised as a lover ¿
Were you honest when you said: I could never leave your bed, wake me up & let me know you're alive, & will you fall in love again?
Finally, things are getting slightly better. And it's true when I say I am happy, I can feel it inside of me. I'm so glad :)
Marc & Mat gave school a miss so the five of us sat together in class. It was SBS & it's hella boring :( We've to form our own groups for the project. The amount of project and assignments are stressing me a lot. I should start early so I can really enjoy my Christmas with the girls :)
After school, we went lunch together at Tiong Bahru Plaza! We had KFC & I didn't even finish half my meal. We had a long talk about boyfriends/girlfriends & happier/unhappier past. So the tension level was kind of high :/ And we realised that all of us cried before in front of each other. Haha lame but still! Least we know we're comfy with each other, riiiight? (:
Oh so that's the way it is, you let me go like you don't owe me a thing. Well I can handle this, I've been through it all before. And you'll get yours. But you can't tell someone that you'll be there & then walk away like you don't care. Now I'm not saying this cause I'm mad. I just want you to understand. One day, it's gonna catch up with you. Baby I thought you knew when you do somebody wrong, before too long it's gonna get done to you. And you might think you got away with playing me for a fool. You must be sitting on top of the world feeling like you're finally free. And you'll wish you never did me wrong. You can't tell someone that you'll be there and then walk away like you don't care.
Stayed there until about 4pm. Took train down to AMK to meet mom. We had a long talk about we-all-know-who :/ I feel so bad upsetting her. I really hate Zel for letting the cat out of the bag. I cannot fucking trust my own fucking sister. I just don't wanna let mom know 'cos she's worried enough about Zel & her nonsense, now me. I'm old enough to deal with my own shit. Tsk stop worrying mom, seriously. But whatever mom said to me made sense...
Picked Zel from tuition. Dad came to pick us & we went home for dinner. I watched telly all the way until around 12mn. Talked to Yan on MSN & went to bed after that. Yay for the last day of school for the week tmr! We're gonna have lunch together again :D
You said move on.
Where do I go?
Labels: blockquote, out and about, quotes, school, wednesday
trick or treat? @ 11:31 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
? The hardest thing I do is wake up without you ¿
Love, it changed me, but I've been searching for a heart that will bring me to my knees.
Happy 18th, Nel!
Happy 19th, Jace!
Happy 19th, Shangari!
Happy 20th, exgf xavxav!
May all your wishes & dreams come truuuue ♥ love!
Proper update, at last? I finally cooled down & feeling a bit better today.
Thanks Ray :)
Watched
Lakeview Terrace with Ray today!
Very very good show. I kinda know what is it about already 'cos I watched Nicole's vlog about it :) It's about racism. I really like this show. Hmm..
After the movie, we sat around at the playground to talk. Heh heh
I'm feeling a lot better now. Not so bothered by it :) I really hope the feeling stays..
All I can do now is just pray to God that
you're still there.
I just have to hope that
you'll still love me after all this is gone.
Yan's coming over tomorrow!!!!
Something to look forward to, yay :D
Labels: birthdays, monday, movie, out and about, photos
trick or treat? @ 11:44 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
? What I want from you is to be bright in the sad black days of no sun ¿
Bury you beneath our first kiss & in those twisted dreams is where you'll finally rest.
G "Eh, smile leh! Don't show me your dabian face hor!"
R "Okay la okay la, take again"
He couldn't stop going on & on how bright my neon orange shirt is. He cannot stop saying, "Wahlao, I think I need sunshades" -.-
We spent the entire day at Starbucks. Ice blended caramel <3 We didn't watch movie (for the first time!). Wanted to watch Tropic Thunder or Mama's boy haha. But we were too late for the early show. so we settled down at Starbucks to just talk & all (:
Yay tonight's My New BFF's episode 6!!
P/s:
Second :)
Labels: out and about, photos, tuesday
trick or treat? @ 8:21 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
? I have a headache in my chest from all the chaos that you left ¿
This is the crush of the year in our night-vision dreams, know what I mean?
I had a wonderful Saturday night out with Laojie & Daniel!
It's like, each time I see him, he changes. He becomes fatter -.- It happens when you're attached, I understand. Poor him. It's worse when you've a girlfriend who is in a hardcore diet & both of you are food lovers.
In the morning, Ray & I went over to the airport for brunch at Popeye's before he left for M'sia (: Parted ways at Tanah Merah. He went home while I went over to City Hall to pick up my bag from the seller. She's so sweet & I love what I bought! So yayyyy (:
Yay I love it :) I wouldn't buy this if I can afford the 2.55
Met Laojie at Orchard. She was half an hour late!! :( We went to Hyatt to have high tea. It was fab, I really like the place. We were too busy updating each other about our lives that I didn't get to take a proper picture of what we had. It was just, fab, really. Very light & the food is nice! It's really good! After high tea, we went to Paragon to get the eyelash strengthener from Browhaus. I finally got it, yay!
Hopefully after using for 15 days, my eyelash will grow!
Went over to City Hall. Walked around while waiting for Daniel. I saw someone with the River Island bag I wanted!! :( Damn vintage, I like! Can I take my River Island clutch to exchange for that vintage chain bag :( :( :(
Daniel came & we walked over to Purvis Street for First Thai Food (: It was good food, I swear but I was so full from the high tea!! Omg we had so much to eat. Guess how much the bill came up to? Ninety over dollars! Didn't get to take pictures again 'cos Daniel was like perspiring like mad so we hurriedly left the place to get some air. It was quite suffrocating there :/ All the heat!
We walked over to Raffles Hotel & Daniel insisted to have cakes at the bakery. Thank God I don't go out with them often. The way he eat is scaring me to death.
This is really nice. Chocolate Moose :)
My skin look flawless, whoo!
Only if it's like that in reality :/
After that, we walked over to City Hall to grab a cab down to UE Square. Sat around at Denise's & drank! Yay finally, I haven't had alcohol in a long long time.
I really like the setting there. If it weren't for that old uncle laughing out loud there, it'd be perfect. He was like laughing so loudly, it's annoying!
We stayed there until about 10pm.
I thought I was good, whoa like I can drink so much & face no problems at all but when I stand up, I feel like I was turning? Haha but I was still sober so it's all good hahah. We walked from UE Sqaure to dblO then to Laurent for desert :) Yummy!
I forget what's the name but it's damn nice!
Must bring the girls there some other time :D
Blurred Daniel & half of Laojie
After that, flagged a cab & went home. Reached home about 12am (: Washed up & slept immediately haha was damn dreamy la!
Woke up this morning at 10am. A good 10 hours of sleep!
I'm watching ANTM now, I'll blog later tonight (:
Labels: alcohol, drinking, night life, out and about, photos, saturday, shopping, sunday
trick or treat? @ 11:21 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
? It was a big mistake to let me memorize your face ¿
Your image is stamp beneath the insides of my heart
Now you're gone I don't know where to start
Finally, we're on the forth & last part of my BKK trip (:
Skipped breakfast to get more sleep. I was up damn late, so I was like rushing. Packing my stuff, making sure I look right before I step out of the hotel room, checking that everything is in the luggage & nothing is left behind.
We hardly take photos together but fortunately for this trip, we did!
And of course, one with Dad, one with Mom :)
I really like this one though!
After all that waiting to check out, we left for Platinum Fashion Mall (yes, again!). We cabbed over & the cab driver let us alight at Baiyoke so we asked everyone to come over to Baiyoke, we shopped, felt hungry for some yummy pancakes & went over to Platinum.
I got half my basket bag filled before we head back to the hotel to meet up with the rest for lunch...
We cabbed back to the hotel, packed our things & left for MBK. Had lunch at the Fifth Avenue.
New food court! I skipped lunch, helped to take care of Jermaine while her folks go on their last-minute shopping spree. Didn't really get to explore the place though. I was looking for that crepe store but can't find it! I hope it is still around though. I really like the crepe with chocolate ice-cream in it :D
While walking back to the hotel, we walked past the arts and culture center.
OMG WHY I LOOK EXTREMELY FAT :(
CHE!
Checked out, the bus came to pick us off to the airport. Time to say farewell to Bangkok :(
Did all the necessary, checked in our baggage, went past the custom & all that. Shopped around in the duty-free shops. Mom wanted to buy the Coash wristlet & the Gucci bag!!!!! >:@ but she said it's more expensive there then in overseas like States & all so she said she'd ask her friend to get it. I'm just hoping she isn't saying it to make me feel happy.
I'm friggin' tired so I'll let the photos do the talking! Teehee
Before we went to our gate while the rest are still shopping...
In the plane!
Got home at around 12mn!
I was damn tired, knocked out at around 2am after clearing out my luggage. I stacked up the new clothes on my bedside & jumped onto bed. Damn tired!!
Tomorrow, I'll put up my purchases ;)
Anyway, I spent my lovely Saturday with few of my favourite people!
Met Ray & Cheryl at White Sands. Sat around at hkcafe before we went off to Dhoby Ghaut. Left the place at around 6ish, took a train & walked over to Cathay.
We had 99c sushi for dindin (: Had so much to eat!!! Jeff came & as usual, he made me laugh like the laughing Elmo. I don't know but his facial expression itself is enough to make me laugh. The bill came up to
$50!! Been there sooo many times but the bill has never came up to that much, 'cept the time with the family during Zel's birthday. After that, I bumped into Nique Chua in the ladies & she couldn't recognise me until I texted her -.- Jeff (and yeh, the rest) drove me home. The ride home was damn quiet. Played Cooking Mama though hehehe!
Came home, washed up & skyped with Ray :D It's damn fun, haha the emoticon is cuter than MSN & it's faster! I'm gonna hide at home & skype everyone haha save money!
When she walked in, my heart skipped a beat. Should I thank God that it isn't you? She dresses exactly like you, the way you always wanted to. Tshirt on the inside, paired with a black cardigan & stripe berms & a nice white Oxfords to go along. I guessed, what you'd like the most is her D&G glasses & her Oxford shoes. They were so pretty, even I fell love at first sight for them. And we always liked the same things, remember? She had the same kind of walking style as you do, even the same hairstyle. She resembles you so much, I cannot help but keep staring. And guess what? She met my eye a few times & she told her girlfriend about it. I was so embarrassed :x
This is what I wanted to tell
you last night.
Ok I really need to look for a job, I know I am damn random but goodnight!
Labels: bangkok, out and about, photointensiveentry, photos, saturday
trick or treat? @ 11:20 PM
e_motionallystripped