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Thursday, January 31, 2008

? Still in love with all your sins, where you stop & I begin ¿




You're putting a lot into something you're only a part in.

Work ended at 5.30pm today :)
Just before I knocked off, some flying insect bit my big toe and now it's swollen. Gross much? Ew. Whatever it is, I slapped the insect & it died. I still don't know what insect is that & I don't give a shit as long as it is not Andes mosquito & some insect that bit you and you'll die terribly.

It's so red, and painful & ITCHY! :(

I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. ♥ I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. ♥ I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. ♥ I've learned -that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. ♥ I've learned - that you can keep going long after you think you can't. ♥ I've learned -that we are responsible for what we do,no matter how we feel. ♥ I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. ♥ I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. ♥ I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides to everything. ♥ I've learned - that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. ♥ I've learned -that it takes years to build up trust,and only seconds to destroy it.♥ I've learned - that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. ♥ I've learned - that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.I've learned - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. ♥ I've learned - that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. ♥ I've learned - that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. ♥ I've learned - that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.♥ I've learned - that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe. ♥ I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.♥ I've learned - that it has taken me a long time to become the person I want to be.

Last day tomorrow!
I'm happy 'cos 1, I can finally sleep more. 2, 'cos I can finally concentrate on my shop. 3, 'cos I can finally start tuition with B. 4, 'cos I can spend more time at home with mummy. 5, 'cos I can watch Kinship II every evening :D Heh

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain

Oh well, I'm talking to Qiaos on MSN now. Stupid girl, she sound as though like she's gonna kill someone in her MSN's pm! Omg scare me eh! So scary de w0rhs. K I'm damn tired. Goodnight sugars :)

The night is never too long,
Not for me, anyway
How is it for you, so far away?
How did you get so far away?

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trick or treat? @ 11:10 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

? Just memory on a page inside a spiral notebook ¿




Now you're standing all alone and it's your fault.

I'm so jaded of this kinda attitude that I get from you everyday. Why is it that when I wanna try, I always get rejected by you? When I try, you don't see it. When we start to talk about it, you'll say how I did not try hard enough for you. You'll mention how we don't "stand together" for God knows what reason. I have you ranting at me, screaming and shouting, almost bursting my eardrums. When I merely told you to lower your volume, you claimed that I'm shouting. I don't know in what kinda tone do you want me to talk to you so it wouldn't seem like I'm shouting at you. I'm so jaded, you know. You say things that hurt right deep down without knowing. "Uh just to let you know ah, I not sending you home tomorrow hor. Just in case you.. a lot of problem so better say first ah." So what was that supposed to mean? I sense sarcasm. I didn't beg & go on my knees to ask you to pick me & send me home. Don't make it sound as though like I did. I thought, having you around on the day I get my results would make me feel better, in any case that I don't do well or whatever. But who knew? It made me felt worst. A lot worser than I ever thought. Like you said, I was never there half the time you needed me. And now I'm telling you. Vice versa. I had enough, I cannot take it anymore..
This is me, breaking down.
Letting you go is just a matter of time.

Even a moron would know, flu does not come by with a snap of fingers.

PERIOD

/

I thought I was lucky to get a pair of stockings at $9 but while lj-hopping this afternoon, I found out that GrannyCupboard@Lj is selling it at $6 (link?)!! I went O.O & I was so pissed off with myself. It happens all the time. I hate it :(


A fucking kewtz video that Shane showed me this morning :)



Oh yes, just in case you're wondering, I didn't work today :) Boss would be out all day so she told me not to go over. Yay tomorrow's my last second day at work & yeh, I'd really miss them :/ Sigh. Nevermind, don't talk about work, I'm depressed enough.

To make the day worstttttt, it's the time of the month. Fuck it :(

I spent the whole day with mummy today. We chatted a lot while she was playing computer games on the desktop & I was reading through the lj communities. It's been long since we last chatted like that. After zel came home & needed to use the room for tuition, I did some misc stuff & went to accompany mom in the room. Got tired after chatting & I fell asleep. Mom usually don't allow me to sleep on her bed. Haha she doesn't like it. (Neither do I! I don't like my bed to be messy) But today she didn't say anything. Dad was out for dinner with his friends. We watched telly while having dinner. Kinship II = Love. I told mom I'd rush home by cab if I can't reach home on time to watch. She warned me not to :/ Heh. After dinner, we went to get Chinese New Year junk & watched more telly.

And mom's finally accepting the fact that I'm going to have my own shop. Ahh, I'm so happy! To make this whole issue better, she even supported my idea & chipped in a little in my proposal :) Love Mom

I watched Laguna Beach on the net today. Whoo! Love it. I'm trying to find the soundtracks on the net but to no avail. Maybe I'll use Limewire on the desktop tomorrow.

I know it's too late & I should have given you a reason to stay

I woke up 7am today. My head's heavy. I'm going to bed now. I don't wanna think so much. I hope troubles wouldn't find me, so these sleepless nights would just go away. I'm so tired but I can't go to sleep every night. Sigh :( Why do I have so much to worry about ugh! K shut up Glynis. Goodnight hons :)

I can't believe we're doing this.
And all the secrets that we've kept,
have kept us from the best of this.
The best of you and me.

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trick or treat? @ 11:31 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

? Hold me in your arms & sway me like the sea ¿




My salvation lies in your love.

Yesterday's!





Yesterday was pimple day :) Teehee I like the second last & the last picture, so kawaii~

Okay so today's 29th!

Happy eighth, bombom!

Do you know what I love the most?
Even suburbs would be o.k.
With you between my sheets
And the breeze in the window
'Cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors
I think I'll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo
I'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do
So when you come home,
I'll jump up to kiss you and it will knock you back
You'll fall over our TV set,
I'll pick you up and dust you off




Saves The Day - Do You Know What I Love The Most?


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Yay for the treat :) It's been long since we last spent like we did tonight. Thanks for the cab home and the constant reminder of my vintage bag. I will remember to search & hunt for it, make sure you do not pocket that $50 for my bag for yourself! B, I cannot not love you. You're so amazingly idiotic/irritating/spastic but adorable at the time. You make me super happy and fucking angry at the same time, yknow!! K I shan't scold you today for anything. Yay we managed to tahan each other for 8 months!

Keep looking up, on past the birds
And keep looking up past the clouds
And when you reach up and clear away the stars,
I will be there where you are.

/

From tomorrow onwards, B & I are going to save up for Vday. We spent a lot today & going to spend more on Vday. Got my Topshop studs today ;) Like finally! Had dinner at HK Cafe. Crapped a lot & camwhored. Texted Mrs Goh to tell her that I'll be quitting this week which means this week's my last week with her. Mixed emotions. Today I realised Lisa is the nicest, then come Marilou. I don't know about Clidy 'cos I don't talk to her much. Lisa's always welcoming me in, seeing me to the door & etc, whereas for Marilou, she makes lunch for me, help me with the bags & stuff. I will miss Lisa the most. She's always smiling to me in the morning when I come over. Though I'm tired & can't smile but I make an extra effort to smile & greet morning to her.

Okay Lisa, Marilou & Clidy. They are my boss' maids. I talk completely no sense I know.

BUT I'M STILL HAPPY 'COS I CAN FINALLY SLEEP MORE! :D AND GET PAY AND SPEND MORE! I mean no, save more! I eyed something in Diva once again. It's accessories and more accessories. B is going to kill me. Mom is going to skin me alive when she opens up my wardrobe for my accessories storage.

LOOKING FOR!
I'm looking for a brown/black vintage sling for CNY :( HELP/SOS! -waves
Let me know if you're selling or happen to see one somewhere!

B & I are planning which restaurant to dine in on Vday. B suggested to make reservations so I'll have to start hunting for nice restaurant just nice for our budget. Suggestions are most welcomed :)




The rest are damn crappy so yeh!

I just read Xiaxue's & she went to the US. I'm jealous. I wanna go :( B's checking the prices for the air tickets & such to New York & etc now. I know we won't be able to go though :/ But whatever, checking is FOC baybeh! I want to shop there like I have plenty of money, no worries at all, just spend like no tomorrow. (Oh yeh sure, in my dreams!)

Amanda & I are going crazy on MSN, haha. It's so fun to be with her, seriously. She's slow & I'm animated ;) Imma go talk to mama about working in Ben & Jerry's, see what she says. If she's okay with it, I will work with Amanda. I'll probably die laughing. I love youuuuuuuuuu A :) & miss you & miss Yuannnnnn :(

Wake up, the sun is rising without you

My head is pounding. Super tired. I'm going to bed. There's work tomorrow & I'm looking forward to it. It's my last third day there. I will treasure my last three days. I will! No more trains in the morning, squeezing with smelly people, seeing 190 drive pass me & having to wait for 10 minutes for the next one to come. Joy to the world! *sings. I know it's Chinese New Year & not Christmas. My head is not functioning. Goodnight!

Now all them things that seemed so important
Well mister they vanished right into the air
Now I just act like I don't remember
Mary acts like she don't care

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trick or treat? @ 10:52 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

? Moving back in time always keeps you mine ¿




Turning love into hate, but in a good way.

Current earworm :)


Mario - Everytime I

I didn't appreciate
Even when you walked away
I didn't realize

That you were the one thing
I should've kept 'part of me
And baby I just can't deal without you
You're all I need
I know I didn't say much
But girl your the only one
I'm trippin' without you


Work was so extremely busy that I never got a chance to tell my boss I'm quitting end of this month. Had about 5/6 cheques to be written & sent out for payment, a pile of name cards collected on Friday's event to be filed nicely, 28 bags to be kept nicely in the basement. Boss only came in at around 3pm today & we worked like mad 'til 6pm & I left hurriedly, thinking that B's outside waiting.

But she wasn't. She was in the bus. When she arrived, we walked via the overhead bridge to get over to the other side. Took 190 to Far East. Ate LJS. I fell in luv with salsa cheeze :) B bought her polo tee from some ahbeng shop & I got Laojie's jeans. B wanted to get me something for anniversary but I cannot find the vintage baggggg that I want. I'll tryna get pictures so I can put up on buy/sell/trade sites ;)

Pictures are with B! Will get them from her soon :)

I should have kissed you when we were runnin' in the rain

Minutes to midnight, to our 8th :) So fast huh, 8 months already leh! I can't believe I can tahan her for 8 months sia. Haha I will so get it from her. Eh but she also tahan me for 8 months hor. I'm so annoying, irritating, spastic & retarded, emotional, cry baby, crazy asshole, no time management, penniless ass, no finance management!! She can tahan seh :) OKAY I'M DAMN TIRED NOW I WANNA SLEEP ALREADYYYYY. That's why I'm talking a lot of nonsense, blehhhh

Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those 3 days you were dead?
'Cause this problem's gonna
Last more than the weekend.

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trick or treat? @ 11:51 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

? My life is going change ¿


I'm lazy so let's do it the point-form way ok.
  • I just submitted my JAE form.
  • I've been listless all day, thanks to the fever, flu & the whole choosing 12 courses bang bang.
  • Stayed home all day :)
  • Finally had Roti Prata for breakfast!
  • Tons of CNY goodies at home ;)
  • Got 26 new songs, teehee!
  • Work tomorrow :(
  • Far East after work with B!

Sigh I'm a very sad girl. I wanna eat love letters. I shall go to the kitchen, get it, hop back onto the bed and talk to Xavxav :) Nights!

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trick or treat? @ 10:16 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

? I hate to cause division, but I'm gone ¿




I've hoped for change, but still I feel the same.

Everyone should try this test. Seriously, I'd love to know some people's scores. Their English is so horrendous but they think they write oh so well. I'm not saying like I write really well, I speak fluent English but it's just some people & their attitude that irritates me. When corrected, they think they are right & go, 'I know!' with that I-do-not-need-your-advise look. I just hate it. Shouldn't you learn from your mistakes? Ugh

I Scored a 87%!

Mrs Goh's morning sms made me happier than anyone else did this week.

: Morning Glynis. Today can you come at 2. You can still go at 6 as if you came at 10.
Me: Morning Mrs Goh. Okay sure, see you!

My immediate reaction was put down the cell & started to dance! Though it was like 0815am when she texted me & it was kinda late for me to go back to bed 'cos I've had my breakfast then. So I decided to do something productive & I did :) I charged the iPod, loaded new songs, managed the friggin' community, went on to do research for the shop, uploaded the pictures from Nikonbaby♥ to the laptop. I was so happy while striking my Not-to-self list.

Work was busy, usual. That's nothing unusual luh. This week is going to be the busiest week. Les Amis event on the 25th, OT on 24th, stocks in by 23rd, closure of invites on 23rd, guest list & seating arrangement must be done by 24th. I have hell lots of shit to finish up. Corporate wear on Friday :( I have no heels to go with & I do not want to buy. Mom would scream her head off. Long black dress with white heels don't go very well, does it? I thought of wearing red pumps but it doesn't go off very well either. I thought of wearing red belt, long black dress with red pumps. Idk, whatever. I have to think of something by tomorrow or I'll have to shop. I sound like I'm being forced to shop, eh?

Took 105, then took a train to Ang Mo Kio. I think I saw Sylvia Ng Ting Ting while crossing the road. I do not remember if her name's right though. But our eyes met, she stared longer so did I. I don't know. She might had a twin that I did not know of. Shan't go too much into it. I don't know why am I thinking so much either.

Dad came over to pick me. Had dinner in the car, super hungry luh. We headed to Yishun to get Zel's new glasses & after that, we headed to my doctor's clinic. Got more medication :( She told me that sleeping pills aren't gonna help me so she suggested that I take flu pills if I still can't go to bed but I have to make sure that I do not overdose it. Also, she do not suggest that I used facial products to clear my dark eye rings + bags. She said I should start sleeping early & see how it goes. Spent $115 on medication. I'm so damn broke.

I've gotta feel you in my bones again

Really hate Zel to the corexxxx. She's damn annoying, hate her attitude, hate the way she has got no respect for anyone, hate the way she gets whatever she wants without even working hard for it, hate the way she can get her way through things and people still believe in her, her bossiness, all her acts. Fuck man, I really hate her. SO DAMN ANNOYED. I shall stay cool, stay calm. Work again tomorrow. One more day to results, bleh :( Really miss school a lot.. :/

And we don’t argue anymore and I don’t miss you.
Cause you never really cared about me anyway.
And we don’t argue anymore and I don’t need you,
Cause after all, you are the reason I ran away.

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trick or treat? @ 10:32 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

? Swirling shades of blue slow dancing in your eyes ¿




What could you be doing that is so much fun, without me by your side?

WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS

Okay, by the time you finish reading that you'd know what I'm trying to say.

I'm tired. Work ended at 0730pm, thanks to Kevin. He came at 5plus so meeting ended at 0730pm. Pissed me off so badly :( I wanted to rush home to watch Kinship II! It always happens when I want to rush home and it never happens, rahh.

I'm selling my charcoal grey Topshop V-neck pullover for SGD20 :) A buyer's interested but nego for SGD17 :/ I need moolah. I'm selling so much of my stuff on the net, seriously.

Release of 2007 GCE O-level examination results this coming Thursday!! *grasps*
Damn scared damn scared damn scared. I'm meeting Dale at the gates of Hell, no see no go. If I don't hear from her, it means her mom chopped her alive upon hearing her results. If she doesn't see me, she'd see me in the newspaper headlines tomorrow: GIRL, 17, JUMPED TO DEATH DUE TO O'LEVEL RESULTS. Good luck to all!

The last thing I wanna know is you're not here with me. Especially when I needed you. And who knew? The first thing I knew is that you're not there. You would rather watch telly than be there. When you needed to rant, said you wanna complain, I listened. And you? Sometimes I'm so exasperated with you, me & us. Bit by bit, it's making me feel like we should be one at all. What made it worse is that, you never loved me the way I am, the real me. You never did. You always wanted me to change for you, to the me you want me to be. Be soft-spoken, gentle - this is something I can be but I wouldn't be me anymore. I'm not her. She is everything I'm not. I can't hold a candle to her. For the past 7, coming 8 months, I've been a fool for you. I held on because of you. It never came across to me that you never loved the real me..




Hold my hand, I'll take you to a place where you can be anything you wanna be

I'm tired. I wanna rest but I've got tons on my Note-to-Self list to be done. I'm so damn tired, bleh. I shall do a little of Photoshop & poof to bed. A busy week I see ahead of me. I got no idea what to wear tomorrow. I hate having to wonder what to wear everyday when my closet is very limited though it's filled with clothes but 3/4 of it are new & they are for CNY. Damn. Annoyed.

On a side note, I'll do the rest of the posts (with tons of pictures!) another day. Too tired to move an mm.

P/s: Good luck on your first day of school tomorrow :)

And I don´t have a soul to save
Yes, and I sin every single day
We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?

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trick or treat? @ 10:26 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

? Happy birthday, my love ¿



We had a fatabulous time today :) 27 Dresses is worth the money. Really enjoyed myself. B surprised me with a black star studded ring which I already got it in silver. B = Love :)

One more year to the big 2. Is it not time to be a little more mature, hons? ;)

P/s: I hope you like the top I got you B!

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trick or treat? @ 8:41 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

? All I really want to do, is tear straight into you ¿




Autumn, I will bring you back to life.

Been busy at work & with the preparation of the opening of the online shop. I'm really excited about it though I'm kinda new to this line & I have no one to guide me along & such. I've been helpless with all that I have to do. B wanted to help but she doesn't know how to. I appreciate that :) Sixteen days we are here into 2008. These sixteen days bought me more pain than ever. Yesterday was prolly the only happier days in the history of 2008.

B & I had fun. Showered, checked mail, taught B how to use various keyboard shortcuts & how to use ljcut, wrapped present, snuggled/cuddled on the bed, camwhored & slept. I'd love to do it again but she don't allow because she knows her mom is going to suspect :/

Dale's talking to me about the release of O's results. How I hate it :( But oh well, I get a day off that day :D Teehee

Mrs Goh had something on so she allowed me to head home early today. Her mom is gorgeous :) After she left, I packed up & headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza to meet B. Had lunch at Mos. Bought some stuff & walked around. Went to find B's sister & cabbed back home after that.

If you're like a crazy Hello Kitty fan, you'll probably like this.

Left: Toaster!
Right: Waffle maker!
Source: Shop@Sanrio

So cute :) But I don't like heh. 'Cos I don't like Hello Kitty, not a fan of it. Used to be though. I don't mind if it's Spongebob or Elmo! :D

I followed you down like a map

I want more time :( I want to be less tired. I want more sleep. Time is the most important one here. I've got tons of things undone. B's birthday's on Sunday & I'm being the usual me again :/ I'll get it big time from her if I don't do anything. Fuckshit ugh! I need to rest, dead beat. Goodnight!

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

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trick or treat? @ 10:35 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

? The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start ¿




It'd been so long since I'd been suitably high.

Staying over at B's place tonight :) It's rare that auntie actually allowed me to stay in for the second time in this holiday. It caught J in surprise & it made me really happy. But before I set out of the house today, I wrote a nice long letter to my mama. I miss home, I told her. Home has become like a hotel for me. I come home, shower & sleep. The next day, shower & work. The same routine goes on & on. Not just home but I miss mummy as well. I haven't been able to talk to her much. When I come home, she's going to bed. When I wake up, she went off to work already. So I promised her, no matter how tired I am tomorrow, I will rush home to have dinner together :)

After work, I met B at the nearest bus stop & we headed to town. We were really hungry so we went over to the chicken rice store to have dinner. But it was packed so we went to walk around to look around for other food stores. B wanted to try the Thai food but I'm damn scared of environment & the quality of the food. So we headed to Long John's instead. Wanted to have Gelare but I was too full. I kept telling B that I don't wanna eat the whole meal, we can share 'cos I wanna have waffles but ugh she just doesn't listen yknow. It annoys me sometimes.

After that, we went to look around for her friend's birthday present. Saw a few apparels that I fell love at first sight for. But pocket says no :/ Sigh. Whenever we walk pass every shoe shop, I'd grab the shoe I like, check the size & try. Haha, I really like the Chanel inspired flats :( But I want a pair of heels for CNY! I don't know, indecisive me in action.

We walked down all the way to DG. Stopped by Heeren to see shops do closing. It's kinda freaky actually. 'Cos B & I were almost the last two people still shopping around. We sat around the neoprint shop area to rest & talk. It's nice taking long walks. Just love it. Not when I have my laptop that weighs 237984 tonnes.

Took 190 back to B's place. Bought some junk & came home. I'll upload the photos when B sends them to me.

My head is spinning but my heart is in the right place

For now, I shall go and teach B some stuff, wrap present & rest for the night. Work tomorrow :( But thank God, workplace is super near B's place so yay!! B's allowing me to cab there but I'll see how. I wanna save monehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Concert on Fridayyyyyy :)

I hope you find what your looking for
Cause I meant what I said,
How I'll never love again
But you'll never understand

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trick or treat? @ 10:43 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

? I want to know if love is real ¿




The hardest thing in this world is to live in.


Skipped class chalet.

I looked forward to this event but the heart rejected immediately when mentioned. I knew right away I didn't wanna attend, must less stay over. I hope you guys had lots & lotsa fun :) And thanks Pam, Cecilia & Xw for the constant persuasion. Thanks for letting me know that my presence matters ;) I'd love to see all of you soon!

Jan is coming to an end, I kept telling myself so I can quit. HAHAHA dumb. Mom said I should work 'til Feb since Feb only has got a few days of work as there's quite a lot of holidays. I shall see how. I know mom doesn't want me to give up but.. I don't know :/

After work, I went over to B's place. Sat around to have dinner & watched tv. Ch8 Kinship FINALLY! Omg I wanna subscribe mobtv but I don't wanna waste money. But I cannot find anyone to let me their user so I can watch :( I'm sad now rahhhhhh. I'm feeling crappy :/ Ugh. Cabbed home after that. The cabbie auntie very nice! Haha I talked to her throughout the journey. I'm quite worried for her though. She almost got molested by an Indian man once O.O I was trying to persuade her to work in noon or like, some other jobs. Damn worried for her. I was her first customer tonight [: Teehee I hope I made her night (It rhymes!)

Distance means nothing to me;
It only makes me want to see you longer


B's gonna start school soon. I'd be seeing less of her, less of us. We agreed that we only meet once/twice a week 'cos we assumed school was gonna be a bitch to her this year. Hell lot of remedial & lessons are just not gonna be 2 hour long but as long as the school is opened for. I gotta learn how to be independent. Whether she is starting school or not, I have to. I've decided that I don't wanna rely on anyone. Even with the one I entrust the most.

P/s: I love spending private time like this with you. I know we wouldn't have many of such dates/days anymore. I'd miss snuggling up your bed with you for sure. Because that's the one of the times I know for sure without a doubt I'm loved.

Sometimes I think that I'll find a love
One that's gonna change my heart
I'll find it in Commercial Appeal
And then this heartache will get chased away

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trick or treat? @ 10:54 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

? Nothing that feels this good ever lasts ¿




I'm trying to remember all the words you said in the past.

Sunday with B wasn't very good. I bought my vest & my grey cropped hoodie! Very very happy. And got a black gem ring as well :) I'm not exactly in the mood to blog though :/ Just way too affected.

Browsed some online shops. Saw this fab wallet that is only for notes at Spendeura(link?) It's very unique but the price is quite unique as well huh! I wanted to get one but no moolah :( I'm a poor ass.

Sggirlsbargains' members are annoying. When you become a mod, you will know why. Do my part for the community & you'll get hella pissed! Omgosh

And I love GanRachael :) she makes me happy!

And I've been holding out for love ever since I had a heart

B is upset that we haven't been camwhoring much :/ The longer we are together, the lesser photos we've got together. WHY? Does it happen to all couples? I supposed not, seriously. Damn tired, I wanna repaint my nails leh. Tsk I shall go to bed. Nightnight :)

Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

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trick or treat? @ 8:40 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

? The hardest part was letting go, not taking part ¿




For fear I'd have to say goodbye.

I prayed for a better Saturday but the whole scene never left my mind. Why should I get so affected? I don't want to, neither do I wish to. I just wanna forget about it. I wanna start Monday like nothing happened on Thursday. But I doubt I can.







I love those images in red. Something new that we tried today at Aunt's place. I did nothing but fret & babysit. After dinner, we watched 881 on DVD. You'd never see the serious side of Jermaine, only when she watches 881. She had her eyes stuck on the tv for whole time. She has this badge maker toy from her aunt. Super fun. We spoilt her badges & she isn't angry. She even gave us one badge each.

I can be your child's babysitter ;)




Please call 9xxxxxxxx for more details!
P/s: I'm a good babysitter.

Jenae's super adorable. I played with her the whole day. She was a little cranky when she was hungry. It's great to see her smile, especially her damn wide smile.

When I walked away, I wish all you did was come after me and grab my hand, turn me around, and kiss me, wherever we are.




This project is about collection of Dry Ration and Canned food and donating them to beneficiaries who need these items.

This round, we need a massive amount of volunteers approx 200 pax, to go door-to-door collections and sorting out of cans. We hope you guys can help to gather your friends to join us as volunteers. If you are able to get a group of volunteers from school, organisation or friends, it will be of great great great help. We are looking for volunteers who can for at least 1/2 a day but it will be prefered if you can join us for the whole day.

Kindly send your confirmed volunteer list to Katherine @ katherine_yeo88@hotmail.com by 18th January 2008

Event T-shirt and Lunch will be provided for your kind help. Help to spread words around and do our part for the community! Thanks in advanced for your help to make the event a success and playing a part to help the needy.

So yeh, do help to spread the word around, gather your friends & family to be a part in this event to help the needy! B & I would be participating :) I haven't mailed Katherine yet though. This is actually from Shufen, I just wanna help out & stuff. I haven't help out in such event in a long while. I haven't go to the children's home in a long while :/

Petals getting picked
with the love-yous

and the love-you-nots


I want shopping tomorrow :( To make myself feel better. The Guess show on ChU, it's showing the little children that are mixed blooded. Omg super cute! Haha, I go gaga over kids :} I should mail Katherine before I forget. More updates tomorrow! xx

We stayed up all night,
With lucy in the diamond sky.
Drank cheap red wine,
And tucked ourselves to sleep.

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trick or treat? @ 11:03 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

? I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate ¿




What a shame we all became such fragile broken things.

Because I'm hardly home, mom told me all the recent happenings at home this afternoon. Sigh :/

Off today because Mrs Goh is busy. So I made time to meet up with B. We had lunch at Crystal Jade's. She's in love with Crystal Jade's, so am I. After lunch, we headed to Far East. Supposed to get my cropped hoodie from one of the sellers but ugh I left my atm card at home. I'm always so careless :/ Walked around aimlessly & headed home to have dinner with family :)

Though B & I were only out for that mere three hours, she made me feel a lot better. She doesn't know how to comfort but she advised me about a lot of things. Most of the things she said is true. I really don't know if I wanna continue working. As much as I don't wish to, I thought I should just work 'til the end of this month & we'll decide whether to tender or not.

If your heart is nowhere in it, I don't want it for a minute

I cannot think nothing of it. I don't know how to face her & him. I'm so terrified though I have my army with me. Mom & dad are by my side, so is Laojie. I should be at ease huh. Oh well.. Mom is finishing my Body Shop VitE eye cream!!! :( It's fucking $30 for a small tube & I barely used it. ngivfuhiosjgier angry >:@

Because my head just aches when I
Think of the things I should have done
But life is for living, we all know,
And I don't wanna live it alone

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trick or treat? @ 8:33 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

? Hurt, verbally ¿


Before I took my last step out of the house, my tears couldn't stop itself. I can't control my tear gland either. I cried from 7pm right up till now. I can't handle this. I can't handle my emotions either. I just cannot stop crying & if I do, I'd still go on and cry again later. My eyes hurt so bad now :/

I guess it's because I'm so pampered, never been scolded & insulted by a stranger before. Never been backstabbed by someone I knew for two weeks either. This would probably tell me how harsh the working society is.

I don't wanna think about it. I shall talk to B & take these blues away.

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trick or treat? @ 11:55 PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

? I want to come apart, or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart ¿




Everybody knows that you'd break your neck to keep your chin up.

Work = super stressful.

That's all I wanna say.

When you start to work, you'll finally realise that you really want to study. 'Cos studying is not a tough chore. As long as you put your heart and soul into it, you can do it. Work is not just like that. Sigh, oh well..

So, enjoy yourselves while you're still able to study, precious.

In 2007, I...
[ ] stayed single
[ ] cheated on someone
[x] been kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[ ] kissed under the mistletoe
[x] got a job
[ ] got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] embarrassed myself /gazillion times
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] went to a camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[x] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] tried to lose weight
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] smoked
[x] came close to losing my life
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[x] made new friends
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] stole
[x] had the time of your life
[x] performed
[ ] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[ ] swam in a pool
[ ] held someone's hand that you didn't care about
[x] held someone's hand that you care about
[ ] got caught for something illegal
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] witnessed a loved one die
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone so badly you just cried
[ ] got hit by car
[x] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] am (fucking) glad 2007 year is over

Got that from some bulletin shit.

You're just the kind of kid i could grow old with

I'm so not in the mood. Work again tomorrow, sigh. Sorry for the short post. I promise to post more when I'm less moody. Tomorrow, I hope to finish up the mailing list + invites. Kthxbai.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up.
And this woman was singing my song.
The lover's in love, and the other's run away.
The lover is crying because the other won't stay.

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trick or treat? @ 10:30 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

? Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you ¿



I guess some things don't work out like they should.

When I went back to HhheartbreakHotel, there were 8 readers. In Theklassiquecrime, there's only 2. Hello ding dong this is the new url! Why would you wanna read my old entries anywayyyyyyyyyyy

I've finished the movie Good Luck Chuck. Super pointless show! Don't watch, waste money. Be smart like me, watch online! Hahaha.

The posts' dates were kinda screwed up but I've amended them :) Work today was alright. I just did the invitation cards, pasted the address labels. Had hell lot of problem with the labels luh. I wrote some checks for Mrs Goh as well. Her machine so fun to play with! :D I laminated the magazine article talking about our company for her as well. The night before I went to buy her a clear folder & a roll of lamination paper. She's very funny. She'll ask me out of a sudden if she owe me any money.

K my eyes are damn pain. Too dry I think :/

Anyway I was supposed to meet Sass & make my day better but no, she had dinner before I went to meet her which means I can't meet her anymore. So I offered to help Mrs Goh with her stuff. I rushed back to get her mail & all that. I just cannot find that stupid letter box! Damn waste of my time, had to make a trip down to SingPost.

I had nothing for dinner, lunch, much less breakfast. I only had water. Fucking good way to slim down ;)

I try to sleep but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you & me

My eyes are damn pain, I cannot take this anymore. My tummy's making noise :/// 3 more days to the weekends!! 8 more days 'til Auntie Edna comes home & Jay's concert! Okay whatever, I'll read mail, reply mail & poof to bed! Goodnight!

I tell myself I'm doing fine
But there's no one here to ease my mind
There's no one here to see me fall
There's no one here at all

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trick or treat? @ 11:39 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

? What could've been? ¿


What could've been better when you feel so alone though the bus is filled with people?
What could've been better when you're starving for the whole day but no one made you dinner?
What could've been better when you come home with lots of bags but no one offered help?
What could've been better when you need a good cry & you have no one but the bolster?
What could've been better when you needed comfort instead of being the joke of the day?
What could've been better when you needed someone to listen but you were insignificant?

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trick or treat? @ 11:59 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008

? When I'm with anybody else, it's so hard to be myself ¿




Why the sun is shining out here in jersey when you are no where near?

Wtf I just hate April's mom & her school. We talk everyday & now we're not talking! Because of school, work & O'levels. Wadehver!

Out with B today. Bought a white belt for myself. And B finally got her camera :) It's lovely & red! :D I chose it! Heh. Had lunch at Crystal Jade's & dinner at Coffee Club. The way to enjoy life ;) Yeh sure man, we went home with empty pockets + wallets :///

I'm quite excited about..

Yes THIS!

It makes traveling so convenient! I'm very excited. I can't wait for all the lines to be done up & I can travel so conveniently :)

We passed by Taka while walking to DG so I said we'd get donuts for my parents. B & I shared money to get for both our parents [: But unfortunately, we can't eat donuts. Because my gorgeous girlfriend mixed the two bags up & gave me her bag instead of mine. Well done! (So not :( I want my donuts now now now)

And even though you deserved this, I tried to catch your fall

If you don't get it, I'm lazy to blog he he he he! Work tomorrow, sigh. But B's coming tomorrow to get the donuts changed. How silly of us huh. She'll send me to work after that teeheehee! K bedtime now, goodnight!

So cry yourself to sleep
Because I am strong and you are weak
Wait, you are strong, and I am weak
Fuck, just cry yourself to sleep.

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trick or treat? @ 2:52 PM

Saturday, January 5, 2008

? I'm unaware of the time that I've lost ¿




My heart pounds as I lay by your side.

When a baby cries, you never know what he/she wants. I get a little frustrated sometimes when I have Jenae or Zetaime in my arms & they start wailing. I'd try all ways to make her stop crying but some times it just don't work this way.

Today is one of the sometimes.

Aunt Shirley told Mom that Jenae has been crying a lot of recent. Gran & herself has been trying to coax her but did not work. Usually when I carry her, after patting her for about 5-10 minutes, she'd be asleep. But today, she did not. She was wide awake. The only way to make her stop crying is to carry her facing the tellly & allow her to watch. Interesting huh? She's only about 3/4 months old. She loves the tv. She can just stare at it & not cry. So I sat there until Aunt Shirley came out to check on her. They tried to put her to sleep but none worked. So we played with her 'til late noon & she finally went deep into slumber. It's a tough job babysitting, really.

Talked to Gran about the Genting trip but she doesn't want to go with us :( Cherilyn was trying to talk her out of it but she kept rejecting us. Oh well. I'll ask her again some time later. I thought it'd be good if I can bring her overseas since she has been busy babysitting Jenae for the past 3 months & never got the time to travel. I do not have enough income for a trip to Bangkok, travelling to KL is wayyy too far. So, maybe Genting would do? ://

And finally, it's time for photos!


I let her sit on the table. She looks very much like her parents!


With the See sisters :}
(The second picture: I don't know why did she touch her sister's head)




Ah I love these two photos!

This is my heart,
Be careful
It's so hard to mend


Dinner was fab. Gran made it :) I miss Gran's cooking. She used to cook everyday for me when I was young. Her homemade pig's stomach soup & prawn omelette is heart shape. When we stayed in Ang Mo Kio, she'd make tangyuan, dumpling, love letters & etc during various festivals. I miss marketing with her too! She'd always get what I wanna eat :D Heh I love Gran a lot a lot :} (Happily) I shall go to bed now :D Meeting B tomorrow!

Every time you go to sleep at night
I wonder what you hide behind closed eyes
What else could you be keeping from me?
What else could you be keeping from me?

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trick or treat? @ 3:45 PM

Thursday, January 31, 2008

? Still in love with all your sins, where you stop & I begin ¿




You're putting a lot into something you're only a part in.

Work ended at 5.30pm today :)
Just before I knocked off, some flying insect bit my big toe and now it's swollen. Gross much? Ew. Whatever it is, I slapped the insect & it died. I still don't know what insect is that & I don't give a shit as long as it is not Andes mosquito & some insect that bit you and you'll die terribly.

It's so red, and painful & ITCHY! :(

I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. ♥ I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. ♥ I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. ♥ I've learned -that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. ♥ I've learned - that you can keep going long after you think you can't. ♥ I've learned -that we are responsible for what we do,no matter how we feel. ♥ I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. ♥ I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. ♥ I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides to everything. ♥ I've learned - that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. ♥ I've learned -that it takes years to build up trust,and only seconds to destroy it.♥ I've learned - that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. ♥ I've learned - that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.I've learned - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. ♥ I've learned - that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. ♥ I've learned - that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. ♥ I've learned - that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. ♥ I've learned - that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.♥ I've learned - that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe. ♥ I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.♥ I've learned - that it has taken me a long time to become the person I want to be.

Last day tomorrow!
I'm happy 'cos 1, I can finally sleep more. 2, 'cos I can finally concentrate on my shop. 3, 'cos I can finally start tuition with B. 4, 'cos I can spend more time at home with mummy. 5, 'cos I can watch Kinship II every evening :D Heh

All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain

Oh well, I'm talking to Qiaos on MSN now. Stupid girl, she sound as though like she's gonna kill someone in her MSN's pm! Omg scare me eh! So scary de w0rhs. K I'm damn tired. Goodnight sugars :)

The night is never too long,
Not for me, anyway
How is it for you, so far away?
How did you get so far away?

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trick or treat? @ 11:10 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

? Just memory on a page inside a spiral notebook ¿




Now you're standing all alone and it's your fault.

I'm so jaded of this kinda attitude that I get from you everyday. Why is it that when I wanna try, I always get rejected by you? When I try, you don't see it. When we start to talk about it, you'll say how I did not try hard enough for you. You'll mention how we don't "stand together" for God knows what reason. I have you ranting at me, screaming and shouting, almost bursting my eardrums. When I merely told you to lower your volume, you claimed that I'm shouting. I don't know in what kinda tone do you want me to talk to you so it wouldn't seem like I'm shouting at you. I'm so jaded, you know. You say things that hurt right deep down without knowing. "Uh just to let you know ah, I not sending you home tomorrow hor. Just in case you.. a lot of problem so better say first ah." So what was that supposed to mean? I sense sarcasm. I didn't beg & go on my knees to ask you to pick me & send me home. Don't make it sound as though like I did. I thought, having you around on the day I get my results would make me feel better, in any case that I don't do well or whatever. But who knew? It made me felt worst. A lot worser than I ever thought. Like you said, I was never there half the time you needed me. And now I'm telling you. Vice versa. I had enough, I cannot take it anymore..
This is me, breaking down.
Letting you go is just a matter of time.

Even a moron would know, flu does not come by with a snap of fingers.

PERIOD

/

I thought I was lucky to get a pair of stockings at $9 but while lj-hopping this afternoon, I found out that GrannyCupboard@Lj is selling it at $6 (link?)!! I went O.O & I was so pissed off with myself. It happens all the time. I hate it :(


A fucking kewtz video that Shane showed me this morning :)



Oh yes, just in case you're wondering, I didn't work today :) Boss would be out all day so she told me not to go over. Yay tomorrow's my last second day at work & yeh, I'd really miss them :/ Sigh. Nevermind, don't talk about work, I'm depressed enough.

To make the day worstttttt, it's the time of the month. Fuck it :(

I spent the whole day with mummy today. We chatted a lot while she was playing computer games on the desktop & I was reading through the lj communities. It's been long since we last chatted like that. After zel came home & needed to use the room for tuition, I did some misc stuff & went to accompany mom in the room. Got tired after chatting & I fell asleep. Mom usually don't allow me to sleep on her bed. Haha she doesn't like it. (Neither do I! I don't like my bed to be messy) But today she didn't say anything. Dad was out for dinner with his friends. We watched telly while having dinner. Kinship II = Love. I told mom I'd rush home by cab if I can't reach home on time to watch. She warned me not to :/ Heh. After dinner, we went to get Chinese New Year junk & watched more telly.

And mom's finally accepting the fact that I'm going to have my own shop. Ahh, I'm so happy! To make this whole issue better, she even supported my idea & chipped in a little in my proposal :) Love Mom

I watched Laguna Beach on the net today. Whoo! Love it. I'm trying to find the soundtracks on the net but to no avail. Maybe I'll use Limewire on the desktop tomorrow.

I know it's too late & I should have given you a reason to stay

I woke up 7am today. My head's heavy. I'm going to bed now. I don't wanna think so much. I hope troubles wouldn't find me, so these sleepless nights would just go away. I'm so tired but I can't go to sleep every night. Sigh :( Why do I have so much to worry about ugh! K shut up Glynis. Goodnight hons :)

I can't believe we're doing this.
And all the secrets that we've kept,
have kept us from the best of this.
The best of you and me.

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trick or treat? @ 11:31 PM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

? Hold me in your arms & sway me like the sea ¿




My salvation lies in your love.

Yesterday's!





Yesterday was pimple day :) Teehee I like the second last & the last picture, so kawaii~

Okay so today's 29th!

Happy eighth, bombom!

Do you know what I love the most?
Even suburbs would be o.k.
With you between my sheets
And the breeze in the window
'Cause we will go there and ignore all our neighbors
I think I'll bring you breakfast and play Johnny Cash on the stereo
I'll sit in the lazy chair all day remembering the things you do
So when you come home,
I'll jump up to kiss you and it will knock you back
You'll fall over our TV set,
I'll pick you up and dust you off




Saves The Day - Do You Know What I Love The Most?


miie iish exciitedd w0rs hubbiie. f0ur m0ar m0nths iishy 0ur fiirst yrr le w0rhss. see, we can llast ll0ng ders! we next tyme can hAb babiies ndd we can liive tugether de w0rs. eu wiill be my la0g0ngs & ii iish y0ur la0p0 de l0rs!~ hehEs, miie iish shyy` whatever iit iish, ii lurbe eusx hubbiies. euu iish maii w0rld. w0 aii nii 1314 184!!
Yay for the treat :) It's been long since we last spent like we did tonight. Thanks for the cab home and the constant reminder of my vintage bag. I will remember to search & hunt for it, make sure you do not pocket that $50 for my bag for yourself! B, I cannot not love you. You're so amazingly idiotic/irritating/spastic but adorable at the time. You make me super happy and fucking angry at the same time, yknow!! K I shan't scold you today for anything. Yay we managed to tahan each other for 8 months!

Keep looking up, on past the birds
And keep looking up past the clouds
And when you reach up and clear away the stars,
I will be there where you are.

/

From tomorrow onwards, B & I are going to save up for Vday. We spent a lot today & going to spend more on Vday. Got my Topshop studs today ;) Like finally! Had dinner at HK Cafe. Crapped a lot & camwhored. Texted Mrs Goh to tell her that I'll be quitting this week which means this week's my last week with her. Mixed emotions. Today I realised Lisa is the nicest, then come Marilou. I don't know about Clidy 'cos I don't talk to her much. Lisa's always welcoming me in, seeing me to the door & etc, whereas for Marilou, she makes lunch for me, help me with the bags & stuff. I will miss Lisa the most. She's always smiling to me in the morning when I come over. Though I'm tired & can't smile but I make an extra effort to smile & greet morning to her.

Okay Lisa, Marilou & Clidy. They are my boss' maids. I talk completely no sense I know.

BUT I'M STILL HAPPY 'COS I CAN FINALLY SLEEP MORE! :D AND GET PAY AND SPEND MORE! I mean no, save more! I eyed something in Diva once again. It's accessories and more accessories. B is going to kill me. Mom is going to skin me alive when she opens up my wardrobe for my accessories storage.

LOOKING FOR!
I'm looking for a brown/black vintage sling for CNY :( HELP/SOS! -waves
Let me know if you're selling or happen to see one somewhere!

B & I are planning which restaurant to dine in on Vday. B suggested to make reservations so I'll have to start hunting for nice restaurant just nice for our budget. Suggestions are most welcomed :)




The rest are damn crappy so yeh!

I just read Xiaxue's & she went to the US. I'm jealous. I wanna go :( B's checking the prices for the air tickets & such to New York & etc now. I know we won't be able to go though :/ But whatever, checking is FOC baybeh! I want to shop there like I have plenty of money, no worries at all, just spend like no tomorrow. (Oh yeh sure, in my dreams!)

Amanda & I are going crazy on MSN, haha. It's so fun to be with her, seriously. She's slow & I'm animated ;) Imma go talk to mama about working in Ben & Jerry's, see what she says. If she's okay with it, I will work with Amanda. I'll probably die laughing. I love youuuuuuuuuu A :) & miss you & miss Yuannnnnn :(

Wake up, the sun is rising without you

My head is pounding. Super tired. I'm going to bed. There's work tomorrow & I'm looking forward to it. It's my last third day there. I will treasure my last three days. I will! No more trains in the morning, squeezing with smelly people, seeing 190 drive pass me & having to wait for 10 minutes for the next one to come. Joy to the world! *sings. I know it's Chinese New Year & not Christmas. My head is not functioning. Goodnight!

Now all them things that seemed so important
Well mister they vanished right into the air
Now I just act like I don't remember
Mary acts like she don't care

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trick or treat? @ 10:52 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

? Moving back in time always keeps you mine ¿




Turning love into hate, but in a good way.

Current earworm :)


Mario - Everytime I

I didn't appreciate
Even when you walked away
I didn't realize

That you were the one thing
I should've kept 'part of me
And baby I just can't deal without you
You're all I need
I know I didn't say much
But girl your the only one
I'm trippin' without you


Work was so extremely busy that I never got a chance to tell my boss I'm quitting end of this month. Had about 5/6 cheques to be written & sent out for payment, a pile of name cards collected on Friday's event to be filed nicely, 28 bags to be kept nicely in the basement. Boss only came in at around 3pm today & we worked like mad 'til 6pm & I left hurriedly, thinking that B's outside waiting.

But she wasn't. She was in the bus. When she arrived, we walked via the overhead bridge to get over to the other side. Took 190 to Far East. Ate LJS. I fell in luv with salsa cheeze :) B bought her polo tee from some ahbeng shop & I got Laojie's jeans. B wanted to get me something for anniversary but I cannot find the vintage baggggg that I want. I'll tryna get pictures so I can put up on buy/sell/trade sites ;)

Pictures are with B! Will get them from her soon :)

I should have kissed you when we were runnin' in the rain

Minutes to midnight, to our 8th :) So fast huh, 8 months already leh! I can't believe I can tahan her for 8 months sia. Haha I will so get it from her. Eh but she also tahan me for 8 months hor. I'm so annoying, irritating, spastic & retarded, emotional, cry baby, crazy asshole, no time management, penniless ass, no finance management!! She can tahan seh :) OKAY I'M DAMN TIRED NOW I WANNA SLEEP ALREADYYYYY. That's why I'm talking a lot of nonsense, blehhhh

Jesus Christ, I'm alone again
So what did you do those 3 days you were dead?
'Cause this problem's gonna
Last more than the weekend.

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trick or treat? @ 11:51 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

? My life is going change ¿


I'm lazy so let's do it the point-form way ok.
  • I just submitted my JAE form.
  • I've been listless all day, thanks to the fever, flu & the whole choosing 12 courses bang bang.
  • Stayed home all day :)
  • Finally had Roti Prata for breakfast!
  • Tons of CNY goodies at home ;)
  • Got 26 new songs, teehee!
  • Work tomorrow :(
  • Far East after work with B!

Sigh I'm a very sad girl. I wanna eat love letters. I shall go to the kitchen, get it, hop back onto the bed and talk to Xavxav :) Nights!

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trick or treat? @ 10:16 PM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

? I hate to cause division, but I'm gone ¿




I've hoped for change, but still I feel the same.

Everyone should try this test. Seriously, I'd love to know some people's scores. Their English is so horrendous but they think they write oh so well. I'm not saying like I write really well, I speak fluent English but it's just some people & their attitude that irritates me. When corrected, they think they are right & go, 'I know!' with that I-do-not-need-your-advise look. I just hate it. Shouldn't you learn from your mistakes? Ugh

I Scored a 87%!

Mrs Goh's morning sms made me happier than anyone else did this week.

: Morning Glynis. Today can you come at 2. You can still go at 6 as if you came at 10.
Me: Morning Mrs Goh. Okay sure, see you!

My immediate reaction was put down the cell & started to dance! Though it was like 0815am when she texted me & it was kinda late for me to go back to bed 'cos I've had my breakfast then. So I decided to do something productive & I did :) I charged the iPod, loaded new songs, managed the friggin' community, went on to do research for the shop, uploaded the pictures from Nikonbaby♥ to the laptop. I was so happy while striking my Not-to-self list.

Work was busy, usual. That's nothing unusual luh. This week is going to be the busiest week. Les Amis event on the 25th, OT on 24th, stocks in by 23rd, closure of invites on 23rd, guest list & seating arrangement must be done by 24th. I have hell lots of shit to finish up. Corporate wear on Friday :( I have no heels to go with & I do not want to buy. Mom would scream her head off. Long black dress with white heels don't go very well, does it? I thought of wearing red pumps but it doesn't go off very well either. I thought of wearing red belt, long black dress with red pumps. Idk, whatever. I have to think of something by tomorrow or I'll have to shop. I sound like I'm being forced to shop, eh?

Took 105, then took a train to Ang Mo Kio. I think I saw Sylvia Ng Ting Ting while crossing the road. I do not remember if her name's right though. But our eyes met, she stared longer so did I. I don't know. She might had a twin that I did not know of. Shan't go too much into it. I don't know why am I thinking so much either.

Dad came over to pick me. Had dinner in the car, super hungry luh. We headed to Yishun to get Zel's new glasses & after that, we headed to my doctor's clinic. Got more medication :( She told me that sleeping pills aren't gonna help me so she suggested that I take flu pills if I still can't go to bed but I have to make sure that I do not overdose it. Also, she do not suggest that I used facial products to clear my dark eye rings + bags. She said I should start sleeping early & see how it goes. Spent $115 on medication. I'm so damn broke.

I've gotta feel you in my bones again

Really hate Zel to the corexxxx. She's damn annoying, hate her attitude, hate the way she has got no respect for anyone, hate the way she gets whatever she wants without even working hard for it, hate the way she can get her way through things and people still believe in her, her bossiness, all her acts. Fuck man, I really hate her. SO DAMN ANNOYED. I shall stay cool, stay calm. Work again tomorrow. One more day to results, bleh :( Really miss school a lot.. :/

And we don’t argue anymore and I don’t miss you.
Cause you never really cared about me anyway.
And we don’t argue anymore and I don’t need you,
Cause after all, you are the reason I ran away.

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trick or treat? @ 10:32 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

? Swirling shades of blue slow dancing in your eyes ¿




What could you be doing that is so much fun, without me by your side?

WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS

Okay, by the time you finish reading that you'd know what I'm trying to say.

I'm tired. Work ended at 0730pm, thanks to Kevin. He came at 5plus so meeting ended at 0730pm. Pissed me off so badly :( I wanted to rush home to watch Kinship II! It always happens when I want to rush home and it never happens, rahh.

I'm selling my charcoal grey Topshop V-neck pullover for SGD20 :) A buyer's interested but nego for SGD17 :/ I need moolah. I'm selling so much of my stuff on the net, seriously.

Release of 2007 GCE O-level examination results this coming Thursday!! *grasps*
Damn scared damn scared damn scared. I'm meeting Dale at the gates of Hell, no see no go. If I don't hear from her, it means her mom chopped her alive upon hearing her results. If she doesn't see me, she'd see me in the newspaper headlines tomorrow: GIRL, 17, JUMPED TO DEATH DUE TO O'LEVEL RESULTS. Good luck to all!

The last thing I wanna know is you're not here with me. Especially when I needed you. And who knew? The first thing I knew is that you're not there. You would rather watch telly than be there. When you needed to rant, said you wanna complain, I listened. And you? Sometimes I'm so exasperated with you, me & us. Bit by bit, it's making me feel like we should be one at all. What made it worse is that, you never loved me the way I am, the real me. You never did. You always wanted me to change for you, to the me you want me to be. Be soft-spoken, gentle - this is something I can be but I wouldn't be me anymore. I'm not her. She is everything I'm not. I can't hold a candle to her. For the past 7, coming 8 months, I've been a fool for you. I held on because of you. It never came across to me that you never loved the real me..




Hold my hand, I'll take you to a place where you can be anything you wanna be

I'm tired. I wanna rest but I've got tons on my Note-to-Self list to be done. I'm so damn tired, bleh. I shall do a little of Photoshop & poof to bed. A busy week I see ahead of me. I got no idea what to wear tomorrow. I hate having to wonder what to wear everyday when my closet is very limited though it's filled with clothes but 3/4 of it are new & they are for CNY. Damn. Annoyed.

On a side note, I'll do the rest of the posts (with tons of pictures!) another day. Too tired to move an mm.

P/s: Good luck on your first day of school tomorrow :)

And I don´t have a soul to save
Yes, and I sin every single day
We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?

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trick or treat? @ 10:26 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

? Happy birthday, my love ¿



We had a fatabulous time today :) 27 Dresses is worth the money. Really enjoyed myself. B surprised me with a black star studded ring which I already got it in silver. B = Love :)

One more year to the big 2. Is it not time to be a little more mature, hons? ;)

P/s: I hope you like the top I got you B!

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trick or treat? @ 8:41 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

? All I really want to do, is tear straight into you ¿




Autumn, I will bring you back to life.

Been busy at work & with the preparation of the opening of the online shop. I'm really excited about it though I'm kinda new to this line & I have no one to guide me along & such. I've been helpless with all that I have to do. B wanted to help but she doesn't know how to. I appreciate that :) Sixteen days we are here into 2008. These sixteen days bought me more pain than ever. Yesterday was prolly the only happier days in the history of 2008.

B & I had fun. Showered, checked mail, taught B how to use various keyboard shortcuts & how to use ljcut, wrapped present, snuggled/cuddled on the bed, camwhored & slept. I'd love to do it again but she don't allow because she knows her mom is going to suspect :/

Dale's talking to me about the release of O's results. How I hate it :( But oh well, I get a day off that day :D Teehee

Mrs Goh had something on so she allowed me to head home early today. Her mom is gorgeous :) After she left, I packed up & headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza to meet B. Had lunch at Mos. Bought some stuff & walked around. Went to find B's sister & cabbed back home after that.

If you're like a crazy Hello Kitty fan, you'll probably like this.

Left: Toaster!
Right: Waffle maker!
Source: Shop@Sanrio

So cute :) But I don't like heh. 'Cos I don't like Hello Kitty, not a fan of it. Used to be though. I don't mind if it's Spongebob or Elmo! :D

I followed you down like a map

I want more time :( I want to be less tired. I want more sleep. Time is the most important one here. I've got tons of things undone. B's birthday's on Sunday & I'm being the usual me again :/ I'll get it big time from her if I don't do anything. Fuckshit ugh! I need to rest, dead beat. Goodnight!

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

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trick or treat? @ 10:35 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

? The saddest part of a broken heart isn't the ending so much as the start ¿




It'd been so long since I'd been suitably high.

Staying over at B's place tonight :) It's rare that auntie actually allowed me to stay in for the second time in this holiday. It caught J in surprise & it made me really happy. But before I set out of the house today, I wrote a nice long letter to my mama. I miss home, I told her. Home has become like a hotel for me. I come home, shower & sleep. The next day, shower & work. The same routine goes on & on. Not just home but I miss mummy as well. I haven't been able to talk to her much. When I come home, she's going to bed. When I wake up, she went off to work already. So I promised her, no matter how tired I am tomorrow, I will rush home to have dinner together :)

After work, I met B at the nearest bus stop & we headed to town. We were really hungry so we went over to the chicken rice store to have dinner. But it was packed so we went to walk around to look around for other food stores. B wanted to try the Thai food but I'm damn scared of environment & the quality of the food. So we headed to Long John's instead. Wanted to have Gelare but I was too full. I kept telling B that I don't wanna eat the whole meal, we can share 'cos I wanna have waffles but ugh she just doesn't listen yknow. It annoys me sometimes.

After that, we went to look around for her friend's birthday present. Saw a few apparels that I fell love at first sight for. But pocket says no :/ Sigh. Whenever we walk pass every shoe shop, I'd grab the shoe I like, check the size & try. Haha, I really like the Chanel inspired flats :( But I want a pair of heels for CNY! I don't know, indecisive me in action.

We walked down all the way to DG. Stopped by Heeren to see shops do closing. It's kinda freaky actually. 'Cos B & I were almost the last two people still shopping around. We sat around the neoprint shop area to rest & talk. It's nice taking long walks. Just love it. Not when I have my laptop that weighs 237984 tonnes.

Took 190 back to B's place. Bought some junk & came home. I'll upload the photos when B sends them to me.

My head is spinning but my heart is in the right place

For now, I shall go and teach B some stuff, wrap present & rest for the night. Work tomorrow :( But thank God, workplace is super near B's place so yay!! B's allowing me to cab there but I'll see how. I wanna save monehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Concert on Fridayyyyyy :)

I hope you find what your looking for
Cause I meant what I said,
How I'll never love again
But you'll never understand

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trick or treat? @ 10:43 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

? I want to know if love is real ¿




The hardest thing in this world is to live in.


Skipped class chalet.

I looked forward to this event but the heart rejected immediately when mentioned. I knew right away I didn't wanna attend, must less stay over. I hope you guys had lots & lotsa fun :) And thanks Pam, Cecilia & Xw for the constant persuasion. Thanks for letting me know that my presence matters ;) I'd love to see all of you soon!

Jan is coming to an end, I kept telling myself so I can quit. HAHAHA dumb. Mom said I should work 'til Feb since Feb only has got a few days of work as there's quite a lot of holidays. I shall see how. I know mom doesn't want me to give up but.. I don't know :/

After work, I went over to B's place. Sat around to have dinner & watched tv. Ch8 Kinship FINALLY! Omg I wanna subscribe mobtv but I don't wanna waste money. But I cannot find anyone to let me their user so I can watch :( I'm sad now rahhhhhh. I'm feeling crappy :/ Ugh. Cabbed home after that. The cabbie auntie very nice! Haha I talked to her throughout the journey. I'm quite worried for her though. She almost got molested by an Indian man once O.O I was trying to persuade her to work in noon or like, some other jobs. Damn worried for her. I was her first customer tonight [: Teehee I hope I made her night (It rhymes!)

Distance means nothing to me;
It only makes me want to see you longer


B's gonna start school soon. I'd be seeing less of her, less of us. We agreed that we only meet once/twice a week 'cos we assumed school was gonna be a bitch to her this year. Hell lot of remedial & lessons are just not gonna be 2 hour long but as long as the school is opened for. I gotta learn how to be independent. Whether she is starting school or not, I have to. I've decided that I don't wanna rely on anyone. Even with the one I entrust the most.

P/s: I love spending private time like this with you. I know we wouldn't have many of such dates/days anymore. I'd miss snuggling up your bed with you for sure. Because that's the one of the times I know for sure without a doubt I'm loved.

Sometimes I think that I'll find a love
One that's gonna change my heart
I'll find it in Commercial Appeal
And then this heartache will get chased away

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trick or treat? @ 10:54 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

? Nothing that feels this good ever lasts ¿




I'm trying to remember all the words you said in the past.

Sunday with B wasn't very good. I bought my vest & my grey cropped hoodie! Very very happy. And got a black gem ring as well :) I'm not exactly in the mood to blog though :/ Just way too affected.

Browsed some online shops. Saw this fab wallet that is only for notes at Spendeura(link?) It's very unique but the price is quite unique as well huh! I wanted to get one but no moolah :( I'm a poor ass.

Sggirlsbargains' members are annoying. When you become a mod, you will know why. Do my part for the community & you'll get hella pissed! Omgosh

And I love GanRachael :) she makes me happy!

And I've been holding out for love ever since I had a heart

B is upset that we haven't been camwhoring much :/ The longer we are together, the lesser photos we've got together. WHY? Does it happen to all couples? I supposed not, seriously. Damn tired, I wanna repaint my nails leh. Tsk I shall go to bed. Nightnight :)

Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea

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trick or treat? @ 8:40 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

? The hardest part was letting go, not taking part ¿




For fear I'd have to say goodbye.

I prayed for a better Saturday but the whole scene never left my mind. Why should I get so affected? I don't want to, neither do I wish to. I just wanna forget about it. I wanna start Monday like nothing happened on Thursday. But I doubt I can.







I love those images in red. Something new that we tried today at Aunt's place. I did nothing but fret & babysit. After dinner, we watched 881 on DVD. You'd never see the serious side of Jermaine, only when she watches 881. She had her eyes stuck on the tv for whole time. She has this badge maker toy from her aunt. Super fun. We spoilt her badges & she isn't angry. She even gave us one badge each.

I can be your child's babysitter ;)




Please call 9xxxxxxxx for more details!
P/s: I'm a good babysitter.

Jenae's super adorable. I played with her the whole day. She was a little cranky when she was hungry. It's great to see her smile, especially her damn wide smile.

When I walked away, I wish all you did was come after me and grab my hand, turn me around, and kiss me, wherever we are.




This project is about collection of Dry Ration and Canned food and donating them to beneficiaries who need these items.

This round, we need a massive amount of volunteers approx 200 pax, to go door-to-door collections and sorting out of cans. We hope you guys can help to gather your friends to join us as volunteers. If you are able to get a group of volunteers from school, organisation or friends, it will be of great great great help. We are looking for volunteers who can for at least 1/2 a day but it will be prefered if you can join us for the whole day.

Kindly send your confirmed volunteer list to Katherine @ katherine_yeo88@hotmail.com by 18th January 2008

Event T-shirt and Lunch will be provided for your kind help. Help to spread words around and do our part for the community! Thanks in advanced for your help to make the event a success and playing a part to help the needy.

So yeh, do help to spread the word around, gather your friends & family to be a part in this event to help the needy! B & I would be participating :) I haven't mailed Katherine yet though. This is actually from Shufen, I just wanna help out & stuff. I haven't help out in such event in a long while. I haven't go to the children's home in a long while :/

Petals getting picked
with the love-yous

and the love-you-nots


I want shopping tomorrow :( To make myself feel better. The Guess show on ChU, it's showing the little children that are mixed blooded. Omg super cute! Haha, I go gaga over kids :} I should mail Katherine before I forget. More updates tomorrow! xx

We stayed up all night,
With lucy in the diamond sky.
Drank cheap red wine,
And tucked ourselves to sleep.

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trick or treat? @ 11:03 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

? I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate ¿




What a shame we all became such fragile broken things.

Because I'm hardly home, mom told me all the recent happenings at home this afternoon. Sigh :/

Off today because Mrs Goh is busy. So I made time to meet up with B. We had lunch at Crystal Jade's. She's in love with Crystal Jade's, so am I. After lunch, we headed to Far East. Supposed to get my cropped hoodie from one of the sellers but ugh I left my atm card at home. I'm always so careless :/ Walked around aimlessly & headed home to have dinner with family :)

Though B & I were only out for that mere three hours, she made me feel a lot better. She doesn't know how to comfort but she advised me about a lot of things. Most of the things she said is true. I really don't know if I wanna continue working. As much as I don't wish to, I thought I should just work 'til the end of this month & we'll decide whether to tender or not.

If your heart is nowhere in it, I don't want it for a minute

I cannot think nothing of it. I don't know how to face her & him. I'm so terrified though I have my army with me. Mom & dad are by my side, so is Laojie. I should be at ease huh. Oh well.. Mom is finishing my Body Shop VitE eye cream!!! :( It's fucking $30 for a small tube & I barely used it. ngivfuhiosjgier angry >:@

Because my head just aches when I
Think of the things I should have done
But life is for living, we all know,
And I don't wanna live it alone

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trick or treat? @ 8:33 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

? Hurt, verbally ¿


Before I took my last step out of the house, my tears couldn't stop itself. I can't control my tear gland either. I cried from 7pm right up till now. I can't handle this. I can't handle my emotions either. I just cannot stop crying & if I do, I'd still go on and cry again later. My eyes hurt so bad now :/

I guess it's because I'm so pampered, never been scolded & insulted by a stranger before. Never been backstabbed by someone I knew for two weeks either. This would probably tell me how harsh the working society is.

I don't wanna think about it. I shall talk to B & take these blues away.

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trick or treat? @ 11:55 PM

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

? I want to come apart, or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart ¿




Everybody knows that you'd break your neck to keep your chin up.

Work = super stressful.

That's all I wanna say.

When you start to work, you'll finally realise that you really want to study. 'Cos studying is not a tough chore. As long as you put your heart and soul into it, you can do it. Work is not just like that. Sigh, oh well..

So, enjoy yourselves while you're still able to study, precious.

In 2007, I...
[ ] stayed single
[ ] cheated on someone
[x] been kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[x] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[ ] kissed under the mistletoe
[x] got a job
[ ] got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] embarrassed myself /gazillion times
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[x] went to a camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[x] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] tried to lose weight
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] smoked
[x] came close to losing my life
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[x] made new friends
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] stole
[x] had the time of your life
[x] performed
[ ] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[ ] swam in a pool
[ ] held someone's hand that you didn't care about
[x] held someone's hand that you care about
[ ] got caught for something illegal
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] witnessed a loved one die
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone so badly you just cried
[ ] got hit by car
[x] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] am (fucking) glad 2007 year is over

Got that from some bulletin shit.

You're just the kind of kid i could grow old with

I'm so not in the mood. Work again tomorrow, sigh. Sorry for the short post. I promise to post more when I'm less moody. Tomorrow, I hope to finish up the mailing list + invites. Kthxbai.

So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up.
And this woman was singing my song.
The lover's in love, and the other's run away.
The lover is crying because the other won't stay.

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trick or treat? @ 10:30 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

? Hands, like secrets, are the hardest thing to keep from you ¿



I guess some things don't work out like they should.

When I went back to HhheartbreakHotel, there were 8 readers. In Theklassiquecrime, there's only 2. Hello ding dong this is the new url! Why would you wanna read my old entries anywayyyyyyyyyyy

I've finished the movie Good Luck Chuck. Super pointless show! Don't watch, waste money. Be smart like me, watch online! Hahaha.

The posts' dates were kinda screwed up but I've amended them :) Work today was alright. I just did the invitation cards, pasted the address labels. Had hell lot of problem with the labels luh. I wrote some checks for Mrs Goh as well. Her machine so fun to play with! :D I laminated the magazine article talking about our company for her as well. The night before I went to buy her a clear folder & a roll of lamination paper. She's very funny. She'll ask me out of a sudden if she owe me any money.

K my eyes are damn pain. Too dry I think :/

Anyway I was supposed to meet Sass & make my day better but no, she had dinner before I went to meet her which means I can't meet her anymore. So I offered to help Mrs Goh with her stuff. I rushed back to get her mail & all that. I just cannot find that stupid letter box! Damn waste of my time, had to make a trip down to SingPost.

I had nothing for dinner, lunch, much less breakfast. I only had water. Fucking good way to slim down ;)

I try to sleep but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you & me

My eyes are damn pain, I cannot take this anymore. My tummy's making noise :/// 3 more days to the weekends!! 8 more days 'til Auntie Edna comes home & Jay's concert! Okay whatever, I'll read mail, reply mail & poof to bed! Goodnight!

I tell myself I'm doing fine
But there's no one here to ease my mind
There's no one here to see me fall
There's no one here at all

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trick or treat? @ 11:39 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

? What could've been? ¿


What could've been better when you feel so alone though the bus is filled with people?
What could've been better when you're starving for the whole day but no one made you dinner?
What could've been better when you come home with lots of bags but no one offered help?
What could've been better when you need a good cry & you have no one but the bolster?
What could've been better when you needed comfort instead of being the joke of the day?
What could've been better when you needed someone to listen but you were insignificant?

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trick or treat? @ 11:59 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008

? When I'm with anybody else, it's so hard to be myself ¿




Why the sun is shining out here in jersey when you are no where near?

Wtf I just hate April's mom & her school. We talk everyday & now we're not talking! Because of school, work & O'levels. Wadehver!

Out with B today. Bought a white belt for myself. And B finally got her camera :) It's lovely & red! :D I chose it! Heh. Had lunch at Crystal Jade's & dinner at Coffee Club. The way to enjoy life ;) Yeh sure man, we went home with empty pockets + wallets :///

I'm quite excited about..

Yes THIS!

It makes traveling so convenient! I'm very excited. I can't wait for all the lines to be done up & I can travel so conveniently :)

We passed by Taka while walking to DG so I said we'd get donuts for my parents. B & I shared money to get for both our parents [: But unfortunately, we can't eat donuts. Because my gorgeous girlfriend mixed the two bags up & gave me her bag instead of mine. Well done! (So not :( I want my donuts now now now)

And even though you deserved this, I tried to catch your fall

If you don't get it, I'm lazy to blog he he he he! Work tomorrow, sigh. But B's coming tomorrow to get the donuts changed. How silly of us huh. She'll send me to work after that teeheehee! K bedtime now, goodnight!

So cry yourself to sleep
Because I am strong and you are weak
Wait, you are strong, and I am weak
Fuck, just cry yourself to sleep.

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

? I'm unaware of the time that I've lost ¿




My heart pounds as I lay by your side.

When a baby cries, you never know what he/she wants. I get a little frustrated sometimes when I have Jenae or Zetaime in my arms & they start wailing. I'd try all ways to make her stop crying but some times it just don't work this way.

Today is one of the sometimes.

Aunt Shirley told Mom that Jenae has been crying a lot of recent. Gran & herself has been trying to coax her but did not work. Usually when I carry her, after patting her for about 5-10 minutes, she'd be asleep. But today, she did not. She was wide awake. The only way to make her stop crying is to carry her facing the tellly & allow her to watch. Interesting huh? She's only about 3/4 months old. She loves the tv. She can just stare at it & not cry. So I sat there until Aunt Shirley came out to check on her. They tried to put her to sleep but none worked. So we played with her 'til late noon & she finally went deep into slumber. It's a tough job babysitting, really.

Talked to Gran about the Genting trip but she doesn't want to go with us :( Cherilyn was trying to talk her out of it but she kept rejecting us. Oh well. I'll ask her again some time later. I thought it'd be good if I can bring her overseas since she has been busy babysitting Jenae for the past 3 months & never got the time to travel. I do not have enough income for a trip to Bangkok, travelling to KL is wayyy too far. So, maybe Genting would do? ://

And finally, it's time for photos!


I let her sit on the table. She looks very much like her parents!


With the See sisters :}
(The second picture: I don't know why did she touch her sister's head)




Ah I love these two photos!

This is my heart,
Be careful
It's so hard to mend


Dinner was fab. Gran made it :) I miss Gran's cooking. She used to cook everyday for me when I was young. Her homemade pig's stomach soup & prawn omelette is heart shape. When we stayed in Ang Mo Kio, she'd make tangyuan, dumpling, love letters & etc during various festivals. I miss marketing with her too! She'd always get what I wanna eat :D Heh I love Gran a lot a lot :} (Happily) I shall go to bed now :D Meeting B tomorrow!

Every time you go to sleep at night
I wonder what you hide behind closed eyes
What else could you be keeping from me?
What else could you be keeping from me?

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