Monday, December 1, 2008
? Unless you aim for my heart, you'll always miss ¿
Love is how it's lost, not how it's found.
School was dreadful. It was horrible because I-know-what. Yeh, right when I needed you, you're not here. Sigh.
My horoscope needs to stop being the story of my day, seriously.
Your Horoscope Today : 1 Dec 2008
Don`t give up if things don`t go your way today; just try again. You may face some hurdles but optimism and persistence will the most important tools for you today. A positive outlook to life is required most at this time. You will surely be able to overcome any obstacles through your keen intelligence and your force of will.
I'm not having the best nights tonight. With our song playing on repeat in iTunes, tears falling like rain, used tissues almost everywhere, fighting against myself.
And tonight I will weep, cry myself to sleep & pray to God for better days & a remedy to get someone out of my system in the fastest way possible.
"I have this theory that the more important & intimate the emotion, the fewer words are required to express it. For instance, in dating. 'Will you go out with me?' Six words. 'I think I care for you.' Five words. 'You matter to me.' Four words. 'I love you.' Three words. 'Marry me.' Two words. So what's left? What's the one most important & intimate word you can ever say to somebody? It's 'goodbye.'"
(By J. Michael Straczynski.)
It's almost three months & I'm still crying, still bawling, still loving you, still wanting you, still needing you. Why? It's about time I stop, no?
I want to forget you so bad just so I can be happy again. But I don't want to forget. I don't want to lose what I feel for you. I don't want what we feel for each other to go away. I know, I know you feel it too. Look me right in my eyes & tell me that you don't feel the same. Else, I'd say we still belong together. I don't want to lose what I have in plans for you, for me, for us. I don't want my feelings for you to ever go away. I want them to stay because I know these feelings for you are special & emotions I spill for you are special too because they are for you. Because you're my first to almost everything, that makes you absolutely much more special than anything else to me in the world. Do you realise? You don't. When will you ever realise? What is taking you so long to pick me up?
And if you ask me, I'd choose to walk this path & go through all of these again for you. All over again, right from the very happy beginning for you. Only for you & no one else.
Don't make me wait too long dear. When you are done, remember I will be right here waiting for you to come pick me up.. ok?
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