Wednesday, December 10, 2008
? Love is such a flexible term, you never really know what it means ¿
I am filled with you. Skin, blood, bone, brain, & soul.
Whoohoo there is no class tomorrow!! Yay I'm so happy 'cos we've decided to go Christmas shopping after school & class is cancelled yay yay yay! Something to add on to the happy list (:
Debate today was fabbbbbulous. Not that I am siding my own class but I think the guys did really well. Point proven! Gilbert & one of the speakers from dmcd2 almost fought. It was like a one-on-one, audience attacking the speakers. Gilbert shoot up for us & argued with her. The whole class was cheering & all that 'cos they look as though they were about to fight I swear!!!! It was damn exciting not because it's a fight but because................. :) But Naidu stopped them so bleahhhhh
The whole school is infested with bees. What the hell. Especially the trash bin areas! Marc kept disturbing us on the way to the canteen & the way back to the classroom. I swear it's all his fault we were so paranoid ok! We kept ducking when he did all that actions when actually, there is nothing flying around him at all. He just started laughing after seeing us being all retarded.
Dad came to pick me again today & it was just us both so we talked. I told him where we usually have lunch & all that. Even he agrees that this area don't have much places with good food we can choose from. I guess I got the whole appreciating good food genes from him. Then we talked about cars, houses (we always come to this topic whenever we're alone in the car) & money. Then, about life.
Dad: Eh.. be contented ah.
G: Ahhh yeh talk about being contented, I really should feel that way. I have a place to live in, new stuff to use, to wear. I don't have to worry if there's food tomorrow.
Dad: Tv programs showed you a lot. See how others have suffered, and some still suffering. That's why I always tell you girls to be contented. Have I not?
G: Mmhmmm I need to remind myself constantly about that, really.. And stop comparing others.
Dad: I am contented, yknow with all that I have right now. A car, a stable job, a flat I call my own, my family, you girls. I am very contented. Why compare? Compare only make you feel bad & terrible.
G: But daddy yknow sometimes it's so hard not to compare. C'mon look at my friends!! Condo, semi-d, bungalow, owns two cars, their own family business..
Dad: Girl, why compare? Her dad's rich, can afford but I'm sorry your dad is poor. What for compare? My customer is rich also, the one staying here (points to the semi-d). He is his own boss & he earns a lot. Why can't I be like him? (went out of the car to run some errands)
Dad: (came back and..) See, why others ride motorbike? Why don't buy car?
G: Cos cheap ma.
Dad: Because they cannot afford a car. Yeh some wanna save cost. Why others drive van, or trucks?
G: Cos of work lor.
Dad: I also can what. But I'm driving a car now. I have a flat. A happy family. A stable job. I am very contented, girl.
G: I should be, too..
Makes a lot of sense to me, all of a sudden. I should be contented.
When I got home... MY $50 WORTH OF RINGS PACKAGE HAS FINALLY REACHED ME YAY!!!!!!!!!
So. Damn. Happy.
It was supposed to be here last week but it's okay. As long as it is here yay! I think I'm gonna wear them tomorrow. Not all but one probably :)
In the course of a month, not boasting but I've never experienced this or never expected this, I have about 7 people asking for my number. Is it luck or is it 'cos of the glow on me recently? But this definitely boost my confidence. Let's just take it that I've been glowing more than usual & that beauty products I used these few days is worth the money so I've grown prettier by this bit overnight. Whoa confidence level 89%!
At least a few things to feel happy about today :D
No, not the dream, it felt weird having the same storyline playing in a different setting though it felt right with you stranger. No not you being here, by my side now - in fact I think I don't need you anymore.
Kz I promise some pictures tomorrow, g'night everyone I'm gonna go call the sexy one now whoohoo!
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