Friday, December 12, 2008
? Love is the longing for the half of ourselves we have lost ¿
Whenever I close my eyes to pray before I go to bed at night, you'll be in my prayers. I avoided you, I avoided singing to songs we used to sing to, I avoided places that we used to go, I avoided topics we used to talk about, I avoided things that make me think of you, I did everything I could to keep myself away from you & our memories but you are still in my prayers. As much as I wish you were near, you are driving further & further away from me.
Should I be thankful?
I am one step closing to clearing out the drawer of memories I had with you. Remember once I asked if you'd be happy seeing that I've moved on? You wouldn't answer me so I said I'd take your silence as a yes & you said no you didn't say that. I still took it as a yes.
This is what you wanted me to do, I am doing it for you.
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