Monday, December 8, 2008
? I love all your sounds, & baby the way you make my world go round ¿
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you.
I was supposed to meet up with Shijing but.. :( I was feeling worst than ever even after sleeping. Throwing up is never fun, I swear. I do not understand why people would dig their mouths just so they throw up. Ewww I hate it. And I hate that I miss the meeting with her!!! I've been all hyped up for it 'cos I have a lot to share with her, dammit :( Sick at the wrong time!!
So I stayed in all day instead.
I was really tired, slept all the way til 1pm.
I finally got it & the beginning is quite boring :(
:)
Cannot wait to wear the shirt, it looks comfy!
Zel went out. Che stayed until after dinner. So we watched MVP until around 4pm then we went on and on talking about what we should have for dinner, or where should we go for dinner. In the end, the conclusion came & we decided to have KFC & Pizza Hut.
So my maid went to buy & we ate while watching telly. Yummy I tell you! If it weren't for my gastric, I would have had more! But thank God for the gastric else I'd eat more & put on more weight!
Did I mention that Yan came over that day & she couldn't stop looking at the photos of me few years back? How fat and chubby I was, and how much I've changed. From the ugly no make up me, to the eyeliner + mascara me. I've changed so much. I lost about 15kg within a year. Whoa..
She said, "So J saw you through all these times?" I replied yeh, she did.
That made me think a lot. Right back to when we first got to know each other, to the first date, to the first movie, to the first dinner, to the first argument, to the first anniversary, how we both changed in many many ways. We watched each other grow up over the past two years. Amazing, or what? It sure is, to me.
And she's coming home really soon :)
I wonder what she has gotten for me, what she saw in Taiwan, what photos taken, what stories does she have got to share with me. I wonder if she's doing fine there. I wonder if she's looking forward to come home. I wonder if she likes it better in Taiwan or in Sg. I wonder a lot so pardon me.
Like how the wrong person came at the wrong time. But this time it was different. You came. The right person came at the wrong time. Why. This was perfect for you & I. But at the wrong time. I'm sorry. I'm sorry about the phone calls, the texts, the IMs & needing you. I'm holding on but letting go of you.
How much of you & me do you still see?
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