Wednesday, November 26, 2008
? I'm a coward, not a fighter, disguised as a lover ¿
Were you honest when you said: I could never leave your bed, wake me up & let me know you're alive, & will you fall in love again?
Finally, things are getting slightly better. And it's true when I say I am happy, I can feel it inside of me. I'm so glad :)
Marc & Mat gave school a miss so the five of us sat together in class. It was SBS & it's hella boring :( We've to form our own groups for the project. The amount of project and assignments are stressing me a lot. I should start early so I can really enjoy my Christmas with the girls :)
After school, we went lunch together at Tiong Bahru Plaza! We had KFC & I didn't even finish half my meal. We had a long talk about boyfriends/girlfriends & happier/unhappier past. So the tension level was kind of high :/ And we realised that all of us cried before in front of each other. Haha lame but still! Least we know we're comfy with each other, riiiight? (:
Oh so that's the way it is, you let me go like you don't owe me a thing. Well I can handle this, I've been through it all before. And you'll get yours. But you can't tell someone that you'll be there & then walk away like you don't care. Now I'm not saying this cause I'm mad. I just want you to understand. One day, it's gonna catch up with you. Baby I thought you knew when you do somebody wrong, before too long it's gonna get done to you. And you might think you got away with playing me for a fool. You must be sitting on top of the world feeling like you're finally free. And you'll wish you never did me wrong. You can't tell someone that you'll be there and then walk away like you don't care.
Stayed there until about 4pm. Took train down to AMK to meet mom. We had a long talk about we-all-know-who :/ I feel so bad upsetting her. I really hate Zel for letting the cat out of the bag. I cannot fucking trust my own fucking sister. I just don't wanna let mom know 'cos she's worried enough about Zel & her nonsense, now me. I'm old enough to deal with my own shit. Tsk stop worrying mom, seriously. But whatever mom said to me made sense...
Picked Zel from tuition. Dad came to pick us & we went home for dinner. I watched telly all the way until around 12mn. Talked to Yan on MSN & went to bed after that. Yay for the last day of school for the week tmr! We're gonna have lunch together again :D
You said move on.
Where do I go?
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