Saturday, December 13, 2008
? You might think I'm incapable of loving a soul like yours ¿
I am very, very worried about you.
I hope you know what you are doing to yourself. I do not want history to repeat itself. It hurt, it sure did. I hope you remember how much it did so you would start being yourself again. Remember what you told me about working hard & the right to have dreams? Look at you, what are you doing to yourself now?
I still want the best for you, balloons or no balloons.
Especially after hearing what has been happening of recent. You're an opened book but I find you very difficult to read, sometimes. If I could, I would dig out your heart to be impressed by how much you've been hiding from all of us. Time to stop hiding. Aren't you tired of hiding? Let your true self out. Admit your emotions -- be vulnerable for just this once.
But don't you worry, I'm leaving you alone & it is for ever. I do not want to drive you further away than the distance we already have between us now. When you're comfortable enough to stay near, you know where to find me.
I want you to know I am still here whenever you need me..which roughly translated means I would rather die than stay away from you.
And I heard you laughing today. Not once, not twice but several times. Have I not say it frequent enough to you that I'm an addict of your laughter, a devotee of your smile?
Do me a favour: smile only when you truly mean it.
♥
I hope you know what you are doing to yourself. I do not want history to repeat itself. It hurt, it sure did. I hope you remember how much it did so you would start being yourself again. Remember what you told me about working hard & the right to have dreams? Look at you, what are you doing to yourself now?
I still want the best for you, balloons or no balloons.
Especially after hearing what has been happening of recent. You're an opened book but I find you very difficult to read, sometimes. If I could, I would dig out your heart to be impressed by how much you've been hiding from all of us. Time to stop hiding. Aren't you tired of hiding? Let your true self out. Admit your emotions -- be vulnerable for just this once.
But don't you worry, I'm leaving you alone & it is for ever. I do not want to drive you further away than the distance we already have between us now. When you're comfortable enough to stay near, you know where to find me.
I want you to know I am still here whenever you need me..which roughly translated means I would rather die than stay away from you.
And I heard you laughing today. Not once, not twice but several times. Have I not say it frequent enough to you that I'm an addict of your laughter, a devotee of your smile?
Do me a favour: smile only when you truly mean it.
♥
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