Friday, December 12, 2008
? Just know that I love you, but love's such a simile ¿
Dear, did you know that people love each other, just like we do, just like they do.
# is wondering if she is the one.
# is wondering if she is the one.
# is wondering if she is the one.
# is wondering if she is the one.
# is wondering if she is the one.
You gotta be kidding me. I am fucking fucking speechless. A week ago, you're like that. A week later, you're like this! Omg people change. Drastically, over time. Over the shortest period of time you can ever imagine, I am convinced, for goodness's sake!
School was fine. We were late, as usual. What's new? Jalaini is boring, I'm sorry. I really hate TDMC. Played the dslite, read Twilight. I want a Twiguy! Hahaha this is so random okayyyy. After class was dismissed, we met Shim at Queenstown. Took 195 to Ikea for lunch :) Swedish meatballs, yumyum! We bought cute plushies! We got two each, one for ourselves & one for _. Photos are with Jems, I have yet to take photos of them. Bloody lazy haha. I'll definitely upload some when I've gotten them..
We do the silliest thing all the time. Instead of going into class, 'cos we were late for almost an hour, we stayed outside until it was break time then we went in. Jemi was like "Naidu!! *points*" & we all started running into class. Fucking retarded but this is how we do :) And we think pretty boy thinks we're sick in the head, which is probably why he doesn't wanna strike a convo with us. Boohoo? Nah!
In the midst of the tutorial, Zel called & told me that great-grandma passed away. I was aghast. I did not know how to react. I tried to recollect the memoriesof her but only to find none at all. I only remember times at her place, how I would run far far away from her bigass kitty & all the chinese new year chacha we do. But honestly, it is not that I am mean or what, it is better for her that she is not in discomfort anymore, pretty much at peace I would say. Rest in peace, great-grandma ♥
I went home & had dinner almost immediately. After dinner, I was reading Twilight, then fell asleep unconciously for the next hour before we went out to Ikea for supper. Dad drove us there & we had yummy meatballs, wings & Daim cake :)
Guess who I bumped into!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I saw her backview, I was thinking if I'm in one of my dreams where thick smoke would arise & poof everything's gone when I open my eyes. For the next five minutes, my heart raced like a F1 racer on the tracks. I plunked the courage & walked up front to say hi. When she saw me & went "Glynis!!!!!" with her open arms, I knew right away I missed her a lot. A whole lot more than I thought I did. I also knew right away that my previous assumptions were all made wrongly. No she does not hate me for what I did or what happened. He was there, with his fugly new hairdo (omg prease i am serious when i say you look better with black hair ok do something about it you would look much younger!!), crook-smiling away as he always do. The familiar feeling I feel when I'm with them that I cannot forget. I wish it wouldn't vanish & it would stay longer. We caught up on each other's lives. I was shocked by myself when I said, "Omg I miss y'all so much la.." I totally didn't expect that to come out of me..'cos I really meant it, just never thought I'd actually let these words out. When she told me I was missed by everyone who loved, it felt really nice ^^ Heartwarming, in fact. It was gratifying to know they are both doing fine. They are still the same, cute & loving like an old couple. I told her how I've been thinking of her, how I wish we'd bump into each other or where should I go, where should I be so I'd bump into them. We then spoke of you. And me. And a little of us.
Before I left, I agreed that I'd catch them some time soon to talk more. Probably next Friday, I was planning. School is gonna be plain hell next week, I was reminded. Presentations to prepare, essays to complete & whatnot. Okay school alone is enough to upset me & I'm talking about something really happy right now...
And yes yes, thank youuuuuu for dragging her there ok else we won't bump into each other tonight! My night's a lot brighter & more stars are seen on the dark night sky after I saw you both. I couldn't stop smiling to myself :) And yeh I will heed your advise about weknowwhat, so not to worry! Thanks for telling me about wealsoknowwhat as well. Lovelove x infinity you both!!
On the way home, memories flashed right back to when we first met, how I got to know the two of them, the happier times together, the things we did together & etc. It was like a movie playing in my head. Right up til now, it is still playing. I can't seem to stop it but I could pause at my favourite parts to reminisce a little, be reminded of how happy I used to be when I was with them. And this is how happy I want to be every now & then. I don't know but I'm really happy I bumped into them :)
I tried to keep away from your perfection as much as possible, but I slipped often. Each time, your beauty pierced me through with sadness.
I'm going to bed now, trying hard not to think about what just happened awhile ago. I am still very happy. Goodnight (:
P/s: Yan, call me when you can. You went MIA long enough for me to miss you :(
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