Wednesday, November 19, 2008
? It makes more sense for me to be near you ¿
I thought I could live in your arms & spend every moment I had with you.
My eyes are closing, at 11.30pm. This is no joke. I almost fell asleep in the cinemas just now. We watched Quantum of Solace. Second time watching it but yeh it's still nice!
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Met J at Queenstown train station. She was effin' late!! Thanks girls, for waiting for her with me :)
We took a train down to Plaza Sing & bought tickets for the next show. Quantum of Solace is reaaaally good.
PRETTY VERY GORGEOUS I LIIIIIKE
I wanted to watch this show 'cos of Olga. Haha she's pretty whatttt, I liiiiike!
After the movie, we had late lunch at Mos.
We look sooooo happy. J looks retarded, as usual, nothing fascinating.
Thank you laaaaaa
Wahlau si eh act cool siol
Left: Passport photo?
I wanted to have butterfly prawns but she insisted that I get a set meal so I did. & she still bought butterfly prawns for me. Yay thanks :) love it.
Yan was supposed to accompany me in the noon tmr & she forgot about it :( I shall take the time to rest, I haven't had proper sleep for quite some time with all those dreams with you in it. Hm, they make me miss you even more. So near yet so far..
April said I grew stronger, matured a lot within the past few days. ^^ yay it's so nice to hear that. I'm so glad I managed to take the first big step. Remember they said the first step is always the hardest? But if you don't take the first step, you won't start the walk. Take the first, then the second, come the third & so on. I managed to stop thinking about you for a while but everything I do will always remind me of you. I am the man of my thoughts. I can stop myself from thinking but these love reminders? *shrugs* I can't stop them..
But but but! I'm not giving up just yet. This is a part of the process, Y/Y? Yes :)
And I flipped through our photobooth photos today. I was smiling, memory flashes back to when we were young & in love. Not forgetting, we were also very very happy. I'm glad I have all of these with me for keepsake. I know, no matter how I try & forget you, there will always be a place for you in my heart, whether you like it or not. I will always remember the times together, be it good or bad. A heart don't forget something like that..
Oh, yknow S saw your reaction when you saw the surprise. After I saw you texting & walking down the stairs, my phone beeped & it was from you with a =) in the text. I'm happy, yknow. Although I didn't get to see the smile I wanted to see on your face from the surprise but just imagining it was good enough.
Remember we both agreed that things are gonna be the same & nothing's ever gonna change?
Labels: emotions, movie, photos, pictures, school, thoughts, wednesday
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