Thursday, November 27, 2008
? I will leave the light on, I'll never give up on you ¿
I know I won't find what I'm looking for until life leaves me stranded at your front door.
Ahhh I don't know. I'm not in any mood to blog, I have nothing to say :/ My head is really heavy & the fever isn't recovering at all. I drank the herbal tea that I got for you. It's..really horrible but I'm starting to like it heh heh
Class was boring today. I can't imagine that I actually didn't bring my book to class. Omg hate myself so much seriously!! I hate to go class without my book ugh.
After class today we went to have lunch at Long John Silver despite the fact that I was a;ready coughing away hahah. We sat there 'til about 2.30pm before we went off on our own separate ways. I wanted to head home 'cos when I got up my seat, my head was spinning like hell. But mom needed me to go down to aunt's saloon to pass her cash as the ATM at that area is faulty. I ended up doing my hair. Treatment + dye + highlight :D Happy with my ew hair, absolutely!
I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish.." He stopped me and said, "Child I love you regardless & there is nothing you could do that would ever change this. I'm not angry. It happens. But you just can't do it again." And so now I try to keep up, I’ve been exchanging my currency. While a million objects pass through my periphery. Now I’m rubbing my eyes cause they’re starting to bother me. I’ve been staring too long at the screen. But where was it when I first heard that sweet sound of humility? It came to my ears in the goddamn loveliest melody. How grateful I was then to be part of the mystery,
to love and to be loved.
Let's just hope that is enough.
Hm, after we're done, dad came to pick us & we headed home for dinner. Effin' drowsy now :(
I don't expect you to run into my arms. I don't expect you to forget about everything between us. I don't expect you to want this at the exact moment it do. But I want you to know, that when you're ready, I am too. Because you honestly mean that much to me.
In the morning I was thinking to myself, "I can feel my body breaking down.." & now here I am, coughing like hell, my body so feverish & a running nose. What a right time to fall sick. There's no class tmr & I'm sick. What the fuck man.. I was planning to meet Yan :( :( Fever running at 38 deg. I hope it subsides tomorrow so I can meet Yan to do some shopping & dinner (:
No matter how many coins you throw in a fountain or the number of fingers you cross. If it's not meant to be, it won't happen.
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