Sunday, November 16, 2008
? But leaving you is the last thing on my mind ¿
Boring boring Sunday. It's just me and the lappy with ANTM to watch & a lot of thoughts in my head. I feel like I can only write well when I'm down & quite emotional. Or rather, very emotional. And sometimes, in conversations, I'd just say something so wise & it totally make sense to me. Weird but I like those moments :)
I think best friends are the ones who've been through what you've been through. They understand where you're coming from & where you're going. It's always a challenge to stick by a friend who's making choices we don't agree with & are sometimes even dangerous, but it's at these times that our best friends need us the most.
And my best friend? Tan Yan Hui <3
I love chuuuu, cnbff!
My tarot card reading for today is sooo true. I asked a few questions & here's the results.
how you feel about yourself now (The World)
You are about to reach, or are already enjoying, a period of total fulfilment, wholeness and satisfaction - the arrival of your hearts desires. You feel satisfied with what you have achieved and are enjoying the rewards of past efforts. A time of happy outcomes, material wealth and greater spiritual awareness.
what you most want at this moment (The Hierophant)
The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is to have someone around you that you can trust and confide in, knowing that they won’t let you down. There are moral issues here, knowing right from wrong, and you may feel that you need some advice or wise counsel from a teacher, priest, parent or someone you have a lot of respect for, in order to help you make the right decision.
your fears (The Devil)
You are afraid that it's out of control, you simply cannot resist this passionate attraction. Despite the fact its addictive and unlikely to be right, you just can’t stop yourself. Whatever it is, a passion for someone who’s not good for you, money deals that are too good to be true or any other kind of temptation, try to resist, as it is unlikely to have a positive outcome. If you're feeling low in self-belief and self worth and doubt your abilities, don’t, have more confidence - its not too late to change direction.
what is going for you (The Hermit)
You are instinctively taking time to relax and reflect, drawing on your inner strength and wisdom to guide you through these difficult times. Time is a great healer, so if you don’t know quite what to do now in time you will. The Hermit signals a warning not to make hasty decisions, and if you have been unwell this is a time for rest and recuperation.
what is going against you (Death)
This is a time of anxiety, depression and fear with all the turmoil and distressing events happening in your life - it's time to show what you are made of. What has now come to an end leaves room for brand new beginnings in life, love and career. However radical events may be in your life, believe that life goes on and life is what you make of it.
outcome (The Hanged Man)
You will in time know what decision to make about who or what must be given up. This is a time of passage from one phase of your life to another. It may be a difficult choice, and self-sacrifice is never easy, but if you look for truth and integrity and don’t be too materialistic or hang onto things or people for all the wrong reasons, everything will turn out in your favour.
How true! Especially those in italic.
And to be completely honest, a love like ours is what I call 'worth fighting for'.
We have to love each other as hard as we can now while we still have the chance to.
I'm putting myself in shit all the time. When things are already terrible enough, I just have to let words roll off my tongue which leads to me having to know the harsh truth and.. I don't know. There's a limit to how much I can take. It's so hard right now to have to slowly all of these digest & I have to come to terms with it. It's easy to believe someone when they tell you exactly what you want to hear, is it not?
It's not about what you do wrong and what you do right, it's about how much you try, and I'm sorry to say this but you're just taking the easy way out.
I was talking to J in the noon & I was just talking to her about things & she said this..
Jvern: Glynis, before you want to protect or help others, please learn to protect yourself.
please learn to protect yourself.
please learn to protect yourself.
please learn to protect yourself.
please learn to protect yourself.
please learn to protect yourself.
I really have to get this into my pea brain.
UGH SCHOOL TOMORROW :( so not looking forward.. But I'm finally seeing the girlies so it's making me really excited!! I hope it's a good day tomorrow :D
Day nine: My heart still skip a beat when I see your name.
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