Monday, October 27, 2008
? I should have been trying to prove, that you were all that mattered to me ¿
'Cause I can't seem to fill this void, since you went away.
Happy birthday Qiaos :)
Much love!
I spent the entire day at home, I didn't even step a foot out of the house at all. I was so bored, I..
+ rearranged all my accessories
+ trimmed my nails
+ repainted my nails
+ took out some clothes that I do not want anymore
+ wanted to watch Lword but it took forever to load so I watched America's Next Top Model (and still watching..) instead
+ texted all day
+ had Jay Chou's new album playing in the stereo all day
+ played Facebook games!
Me in my geeky specs!
And I've decided that I'm moving on.
I'm taking away the rear view mirror. I'm not gonna look back anymore but keep going forward instead. Within next two days, I'm keeping away things that would remind me of you. I've done this so many times before, why can't I do it this time? If she can do it, why can't I? Since you're moving on fine, I should be too.
Oh and that would be the last time you see your name up here.
I'm sorry.
I can say it a million times but it will not make you feel better or make you believe that what I've told you really came from the heart. I'm sorry for the confusion. I don't know how much time do I need but I promise I won't take up too much time before I be myself again.
And thank you for staying by my side throughout all these time <3
On a lighter note, House Bunny tomorrow with Ray :) Yay! Magic sushi is back *winks* I feel like eating Subway tomorrow!! Hehe I shall go continue with my ANTM!
I've wasted so much time on you, goodbye it's time for something new.
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