Sunday, September 14, 2008
? Sometimes, apologies don’t mean a thing ¿
I wonder if you’re happy, or just glad to see me scarred.
Time for a proper update?
My eyes are still puffy from crying last night. I did it again this morning during shower. Pain enough just by thinking about it. I will be okay, I convinced myself that I really will.
While I put these all aside, I'm going to enjoy my lovely Sunday. Find some peace and love in it, hopefully joy as well. Meeting the seller later to get my DSLR. I'm not that excited anymore. It was meant to be my 18th birthday present from her.. And after meeting him, probably meeting up with Ray. I hope these all are going to make me feel better at the end of the day.
I'm putting away the watch, the rings, the key chain, the lanyard, the photos & everything else that has got to do with her or reminds me of her in a way or another. I just wanna let everything go and concentrate solely on studies, friends & family. I just wanna make some time for myself. I haven't done that in a long time. Now that I'm not tied down anymore, I should enjoy the freedom while I still can. But when Wednesday comes, it's doomsday.
What the fuck is a break for when we're texting each other?
It is called a fucking break cos we need time away from each other, no?
Forgetting is hard when you’re the only one that made things easy; you’re the only one that eases me.
Labels: emotional ramblings, home, sunday