Monday, December 15, 2008
? Love could be a great illusion that makes fools of brilliant thinkers everyday ¿
And all this time you had no one to tell you how to love.
School was crazy today. We were late for an hour odd. San made things difficult for Jems & I. Yeh yeh we probably deserved it I know. I was supposed to meet Shu Fen for lunch but 'cos everything was so unplanned so when I saw no reply from her at 7.30am in the morning, I went back to bed. Then I woke up again at 11.30am. Frikkin' late I tell you. So we postponed lunch to Thursday instead.
There's so much to do, yet so little time. Assignments are piling up :( and I'm stressing myself a lot a lot so I would start on my work. When I get stressed up, I either start eating a lot or don't eat at all & sleeping a lot or don't sleep at all. It is just horrible. Now I'm eating a lot & sleeping very little, tskkkk
It's an odd feeling really, sort of starts at the bottom, right in the pit of your stomach, then builds and hits you right when you least expect it, it gets stronger until your heart feels like its about to burst out of your chest. The realization that you never get a second chance hurts. It's brutal and its cuts cold.
I can't cry anymore. For now, I'll keep believing that things would be "perfect" once again.
Boo for 9am class tomorrow with MissAnnoyingVoice. I can't stand her, and her voice. It is just irritating okay. But yay for 2-hour short lunch break with my favourite girls + a little bitty of xmas shopping. Yay we're gonna have Thai food for lunchoes! And yay we're gonna go Ikea to shop shop shop. Actually, not shop. It's me, I need to get things. :)
After class tomorrow, I will rush home to get washed up & dressed. Then I'd have to rush down to the furneral. Come home effin' late at night to do up my dumb essay and presentation. Shizzzz I haven't even started!!!!!!
I realise I haven't put up self-shots in a long while hek hek hek I edited this with Zel's phone PhotoDJ. Ho ho ho cool or what I was bored la kz.
I can't go on with my essay anymore. Let me have three wishes prease.
1. Someone to finish all my assignments for me
2. You to keep messaging me
3. More wishes
OMG KAVINESH YOU WILL SO GET IT FROM ME TOMORROW FOR PRANK CALLING ME YOU BASTARD! Ok but i wuv u anywayz 'cos you made me luff so itz all good see you tmr bitch :) I is very buay tahan liaoz goodnightynight ^^
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