Tuesday, December 30, 2008
? The heart of a sensitive person suffers too much to love ¿
To find someone you love, you've gotta be someone you love.
M: Don't give a fuck la
Yeh I won't, I am not going to. I did but I am not going to now. Super pissed off/jealous/exasperated with you & your stupid ways, stupid thinking. Go, just go hide in your own shell & be stubborn for all I fucking care!
Before leaving for school, I received my parcels! The Forever21 stuff I bought arrived yay! The Chanel necklace & earstuds arrived too hohoho totally made my morning better, other than missing the yummy lunch I looked forward to have. School was pretty okay today. We ended up having lunch in school. Chicken cutlet yumz! Naidu was nagging like a bitch, which is very very him so whatever. The walk to the train station was plaining cursing and swearing, filled with angst. Took train back home with Marc! Quite silent because poor boy is still down with sore throat. He already planned not to attend Friday's class but I have to be there for Shim's presentation... Will see how!
I am also pissed that you went off without letting me see you properly. Tamade, laoniang now damn hot ah >:@
So where does one find love? There's the first kiss. The sloppy kiss. The peck. The sympathy kiss. The backseat smooch. The we shouldn't be doing this kiss. The but your lips taste so good kiss. The bury me in an avalanche of tingles kiss. The I wish you'd quit smoking kiss. The I accept your apology, but you make me really mad sometimes kiss. The I know your tongue like the back of my hand kiss.
But one kiss levitates above all the others. The intersection of function & desire. The I do kiss. The I'll love you through a brick wall kiss. Even when I'm dead, I'll swim through the Earth, like a mermaid of the soil, just to be next to your bones.
I am so annoyed now with so many things. GG is loading very very slowly, buay tahan. And I have no photos to upload today :( Yan just told me what the whole show is gonna be like -.- I AM VERY UPSET THAT LILY ISN'T GOING TO MARRY RUFUS I LOVE THEM TOGETHER :( :( And I like how Blair and Nate are still together despite the mistakes they've made. I also like how Dan & Serena is so omfg-i-am-envious-and-very-jealous sweet & loving together :) :)
I will continue with GG now heh heh I need to plan where to go tomorrow, not stay in & think of your stupid ways & get all emotional. Hmph, GG will cheer me up tata!
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