Friday, October 31, 2008
? The futile, it outweighs the beautiful ¿
I took out my notebook & I sketched you smiling; I like to think of you that way.
Thanks for ruining my morning. I woke up to a good start but you just have to spoil it by assuming things that are not true at all. Whatever, yknow, just go on doing what you're doing. I do not care anymore. I used to be tripping over missing you but I'm not anymore. I will NEVER. This is how you wanna end it, on a very bad note. I fell so hard for you, and at the same time, you made me really hate you to the core.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!
Trick or treat?
Trick or treat?
I thought today was gonna be different, it was gonna be a better day to prove me that I was wrong to say how this week has been awful & I'm one step away from raising my two hands up.
Woke up late today & Ray came to pick me up from my place before we head down town for lunch! We took a train down to Dhoby Ghaut & went over to Cathay. Caught Tropic Thunder!!
It's a great show! I thought it was gonna be like Max Payne but it's not, it's damn good. I don't mind watching it again! It's funny & all that, some gross parts but it's all good.
After the movie, we spent an hour at Starbucks with nicotine & caffeine. Talked, shared, whatevs. I sat directly facing that huge poster of HSM3 :D -beams. Ray wasn't too amazed with that *rollz eyes* :p I met a new friend!! (Are you happy now!?) And it's Gerard :) He came down after work to join us for dinner. We went to get a table at 99c sushi. We were sooo damn hungry while waiting for Cheryl & Jeff's arrival. Ray was damn tempted to just go and grab food but Gerard insisted on waiting. Not long after, they finally arrived. Ate a little & settled for the bill. It was at dinner when I was exceptionally quiet when the whole 'bad week' thing kicks in. I was in deep, deep thoughts.
Jeff (and the rest) drove me home after that. So honored, not. I feel so bad x last number :(
I hate end of the month when amount of money left in the bank account is getting lesser & lesser. I owe mom & dad money so this November, I have lesser allowance. Bleah, it sucks but I'm prepared for it. I kept threatening mom that I wanna work hahah! She wouldn't allow 'cos she knows I wanna concentrade on my studies & all, I really want to do well. I hope she gets the huge hint I'm dropping each time I threaten her.
Ray is going away to M'sia for two days! So this weekend no movie for Glynis :( Hanging out with him too much results in being an addict in games & movies & living your life in the internet & be a Starbucks fanatic. It can be bad, it can be good. I don't know. Being addicted to movies = GOOD fo' sure! :D I always love Starbucks so, whatevs~ Anyhoo, take care of yourself smelly <3 Will wait for your return *winks* I wanna see what goodies you bring back, how many kilos of fats you bring back :D
Anyway I'm still meeting him for early lunch before he goes off, after that I'd be meeting some sellers to get my quilted bag (yay!!!!! i promised t myself to say no to shopping after bkk but i really wanted that bag, i thought i could find a cheaper one at bkk but no.....sorry i broke my own promise) & meeting Laojie for high tea <3 yay she's FINALLY making time for me! Oh and after high tea, she'll go off to meet Dear Daniel (her boyfriend, Daniel & we call him Dear Daniel) while I will be meeting Allan to pass him his new iPod for his Estima (damn jealous please!) & he'll bring me to get my DSLR whoohoo!~
Ok I'm gonna go watch two episodes of ANTM, go to bed & get ready for a long tiring day tmr. Toodles!
P/s: I'm glad we talked it out. I'm glad I let these feelings show. The long talk we had was really good. I just wished it wasn't on MSN. I guess I'm really used to opening it up to you in the face? I don't know. Let's just hope everything goes well for us both now & no more shit like that. Ilysmbf<3
I am confident but I still have my moments.
Labels: anger, friday, halloween, movie, pictures, starbucks
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