Friday, October 31, 2008
? But I'm holding you closer than most because you are my heaven ¿
"Note to self: Never read a blog, just be ignorant."
"Stay close, don't go.. :("
"I'm so scared..I'm scared you go away. I'm scared you love me less.."
When I first set my eyes on you, I see how shagged you were. I wonder what were you doing before that. Were you crying while your heart do its breaking business? I hope you were 'cos I was, too. Are you feeling how I'm feeling?
"What is eating you inside, again?"
What else can it, none other than this? And certain things are better left unsaid. Especially my negative emotions. Much better left unsaid..
"Like this whole episode never happened since last night"
Oh how can I forget this episode, how can I?..
I kinda thought the weekend getaway was planned on purpose for this episode so you could go take a break from all of these (especially me? :p). Sorry, this is when oversensitivity kicks in!
Just so you know, I'm not changing. I'm not going to. I will not, either. So you need not worry 'bout that. I don't ask much from you. I just hope you'd be more understanding. Put a foot into my shoes & walk a mile in it. That's all I'm asking for.
I'm sorry for ruining your day & mood. I never meant to. But promises are made, remember our promises? I need you here to get me by. I have determination, I really have. I'm half a foot into this, I don't want you to just give up on me right now just because you don't see me trying.
Yknow, pinky promises are assurance.
And I meant what I said.
And if I made you mad today,
Tell me would you love me tomorrow?
Please, or would you say that you don't care,
And then leave me standing here?
Tell me would you love me tomorrow?
Please, or would you say that you don't care,
And then leave me standing here?
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