Thursday, October 30, 2008
? And even if it takes forever, say I'll still be here ¿
"What's the point of saying sorry when you've already done it?"
Because I'm really very sorry for putting you through this. I never meant it.. As much as I be careful with my words, how I talk, how I blog, I put your interests at first. I don't care if I hurt myself, but most importantly, I do not hurt you. You don't deserve this, you're not supposed to be in this at all.
I guess what you said really affected me. After all, you're what that keeps me going in this. Else, I'd have given up long ago on myself. I just don't know how else to convince you that I'm trying, just not hard enough yet..why won't you believe me?
If this little test we can't get through, I can foresee what's gonna happened in the future. Obstacles are gonna get in the way, & things are just not gonna go right. Please don't let it happen...
Whatever it is you need, I pray I am.