Wednesday, September 17, 2008
? I'm guessing you're over me, I guess it's bravery ¿
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough.
I guess patience, it has got its limit. And I'm sorry girls that I threw my anger on you both today. I just cannot contain the anger anymore. But I guess it is just not gonna happen again. From Friday onwards, I'll probably head school on my own to avoid just issues from happening.
Thanks Bee, Zoe and Ray for listening when I needed someone to shout & rant to :)
Thank you for being so understanding. I guess I really needed that much amount of space & freedom to just let things go, think about what's my next move, be myself again, enjoy the company of my friends & family. I really needed the break. Not to think of anything but just enjoy myself.
Thanks for the shopping fund, I will enjoy spreeing with them tomorrow :)
And yeh, if you're wondering, we're back together in one piece. Gonna make things right one last time. :)
School was extremely boring today. APM was alright. I was too pissed to talk to anyone. At least it was productive, I managed to pay attention & wrote a lot of notes :)
During lunch, we walked over to the McDonald's nearby. My virgin trip there! It's so small but cute :) It's like the Ang Mo Kio one! I don't like what we saw there though... This guy was like rubbing his girlfriend's feet & we were all eating. He was just sitting directly opposite me! It looked so effing gross, seriously!! :( And on the pillar, there's hell lot of ants. Holymama scary! I couldn't stand it, we finished our meal & went off immediately.
We went straight up to class to enjoy the aircon! The weather is a killer these days.. Devaki's class was the worst. She asked everyone some questions by picking out names and all. Questions are all based on the textbook. Friggin' hell, she never mentioned that she'd use to the textbook! We did program proposal after that. Finished & we dashed out of class :D
No class tomorrow so it's shopping with the girls! Little India, Arab Street & Chinatown!! :D I'm so excited man, cannot wait!
Oh, not forgetting, your reactions actually startled me. I never expected your reaction to be this. I thought we agreed that y'all are gonna support me, nonetheless? I guess I was wrong. Anything about *, I'll probably keep it to myself. But thanks. You showed me what kind of friends y'all can be.
P/s: Banmian, quit your xialan face & time to go back to the hip-hop look, seriously. Cheer up alright, don't think so much! Looking forward to shopping with y'all tmr (: ♥
Labels: emotional ramblings, school, wednesday
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