Tuesday, September 16, 2008
? I need you more than I'll ever know ¿
I'm starting to believe the ocean's much like you, 'cause it gives, & it takes away.
I haven't had much to say to anyone of recent. Maybe I do, only at school but when I'm back at home, I feel like I'm a total different person. And yes, I'm still bothered by it.
You thought by meeting up is going to make me feel better, saying how much you've missed me and want things back to how they were like. You don't know how I wished I had more space. I just want some breathing space, that is all. Is that too much to ask for? Was that what I shouldn't be asking for you'd given me more than enough space? If yes, then I have nothing else to say. One of the reasons why I asked for a break is because I never felt so suffocated before...
Finally meeting you yesterday didn't made me feel any better. In fact, it made me felt worse.
And I have the answer to your question. I'll take none of both.
APM today, APM tmr morning, MS in the noon. I'm skipping MS I guess. I'm doing the assignment now though. I'm not making sense I know. Bleah :(
Shopping helps a lot when I'm not in the mood. But it is not helping at all when I don't see anything I like, at all. This sucks more! :( I don't know what to now other than doing the dumb review & playing Zuma. I need new games. Oh, Facebook!
Oh yes, I'll go Haloscan first. I haven't replied comments in a long while :P
Labels: emotional ramblings, school, tuesday
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