Wednesday, August 6, 2008
? But I know the right thing for me to do is to leave you alone ¿
It's all make believe, isn't it?
Whenever we meet up, either you're late or you just decided that you're not coming anymore. But whenever you meet someone else, you'll be on time. Whenever you're prompted with a question about shopping, you'd always go, 'I don't know leh'. Do you really not know or do you not want to share? This is probably the selfish side of the selfless you.
What is it exactly are you trying to bring across?
You used to bother to call to inform. But not anymore. You used to hesitate. But not anymore.
I always thought you're humble in your own ways, pretty in all ways I am not. I guess I'm wrong about you. You're everything I thought you weren't.
What is becoming out of you? Have I not seen the entire you or have I always been seeing the masked you?
I didn't wanna do a trash talk 'cos I hate it & I don't wanna put us into a tough position, being all awkward. I really hope this entry would knock some sense into you.
I'm angry, I'm upset, I'm disappointed.
In you.
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HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MERLENE!
May all your wishes & dreams come true. Love xx (:
She's going bangkok tomorrow. I'm so damn jealous! But anyway I mms-ed her the photo of the bag I wanted. She said she'd keep a lookout for me :D yay!
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
I really like this song :) It's my current earworm!
My ohhhh my, I'm sooo happy for Javier :)
I remember the other time when we spoke to each other, he said he was gonna cut down on his cigarettes. And now he don't really smoke anymore! Another cause is, he got A1 for prelim oral! YAY :D
pocketful of sunshine. says: suddenly i feellllllll
pocketful of sunshine. says: i got a sister
IAMGLYNIS♥ says: haha sister? who where
pocketful of sunshine. says: youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
pocketful of sunshine. says: HAHA.
IAMGLYNIS♥ says: hahaha why!!
pocketful of sunshine. says: dono, just feel you very nice and caring HAHA.
IAMGLYNIS♥ says: haha of course man! haha i care for you la, you're my friend leh
HAHAH he's so funny
Anyway! It was school carnival today & I bought a lot of things for bee :) Teehee it's actually only 3 items la but 'cos I don't always buy things for her so it's considered a lot. Heh remember this year's resolution is to treat bee nicer! Zel is always reminding me that :/ I'm not gonna reveal what I bought until bee meets me :P
So after school, we finally managed to go to one place we've been wanting to go. We also managed to persuade Shi Min to come along with us "to celebrate her quitting her disgusting job"! :D
We went..
HOLLAND V!
Had fish & chips, yummy! Walked around the area. Now I know where is Frolick, Eskibar & Pet Lovers' Centre! Yayyyyy. Thanks much to our one-day tour guide, Jemi Chan (:
I was feeling really horrible throughout the whole day. My nose ran away & I couldn't stop sneezing. I kept asking for tissues :( Sorry guys, tmr I'll bring the big packet one ok! I went home at around 3ish, showered, called bee & talked for awhile & went to nap. I don't always nap unless I'm damn tired or very sick. This flu is a bad one, really bad one. This is already the third day & my nose isn't coming home! I slept for a good two hours. I woke up & mom asked if I had a tiring day at school. Haha she didn't know I was sick! She kept persuading me to go to the doctor's but I insisted not to. Damn lazy :x If the doctor comes to our place, I don't mind :D
Did I mentioned that Dad bought us a LCD tv 'cos the one in mom's room spoilt & she took ours so he replaced ours with a Panasonic Viera!
Mom still haven't got the wires sorted out. It is all over the place man!
This is the longest post, in a really long time uh! I feel like playing sims but I promised bee I'm gonna take medicine & try t sleep before 1am so I'd be alert enough for tomorrow's revision class with Hawabi. I guess I'll turn in! Night :)
Beebee,
you know I love you the most 
:)
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