Monday, July 7, 2008
? Love me like the world is ending ¿
To know that our interests are no longer the same.
To know that I told myself way back that I'd never be like the past me.
To know that I've made so many sacrifices for you till today.
To know that I never took this relationship seriously but now I have 101 hearts in it.
To know that I was extremely selfish, I couldn't care more about you.
To know that hurting you means nothing to me as long as I'm not hurt.
To think that you might be like her, I was so afraid.
To think that you wouldn't leave me & be over confident about it.
To think that you will always stay by my side 'cos you promised to.
To keep insisting that you don't love me because I want you show me that you really do.
To have the need of reassuring myself time & time again.
To know that you're broken, I'm so afraid I don't know how to make you feel better.
To know that this family is falling apart, & I'm doing nothing to salvage it.
To come to realise that me is no longer the me I know.
I failed at everything, through & thoroughly.
I might not be able to stand up & face this battle alone again.
I'm just leaving things as it is, just watch how my world is gonna fall.
Labels: emotional ramblings, monday