Thursday, June 26, 2008
? Keep hope alive ¿
Every woman has the right to be beautiful.
The last day of work!
For the week.
I was quite excited. I cannot wait to rest yknow haha! I am going t sleep for more than 12 hours later. Cannot take it man.
Dear Serial Number,
It hurts to feel us drifting apart.
When I saw this picture, it reminded me immediately of you.
I do not know what happened between us but I know clearly that we are on our own separate ways right now. You're moving on, I can see. Your constant phone calls & surprise texts came to a halt. It upsets me greatly but.. I understand & I know. I can't have you waiting for me all the time. I am happy for you, actually. I just don't know how should I put it across to tell you that. I know that day you were waiting for something. I am sorry but I can't bring myself to do that. I actually intend to, but her appearance within us changed my mind.
That seat beside you was for me, until she came & changed everything.
And you know.. Her appearance made me questioned myself so much.
It made me feel like whatever you told me was just illusion, it was all a damn dream.
I am so glad your reply was cold, so cold enough to make me let go of this, cold enough to make me realise that no one can be better than the way she is & I love her despite whatever we're going through & have gone through.
I gotta thank you for snapping me back to reality before it's too late, before I get myself down into this too deep. I gotta thank you for letting me know that no one will ever love me more than the way she can & I should cherish her.
I wish you well. Don't forget, you still have a friend in me.
Love,
G.
I want to keep this to myself but I need an outlet to make myself feel better. But please don't ask me anything about this 'cos I've promised myself I'm gonna let this issue go & never look back until I get over this completely. I am not gonna let myself be affected by this, so not.
I am going t be a good girl & make time for mom tomorrow. I love spending time with mom yknow haha [:
13th this Sunday ♥ :)
Labels: emotional ramblings, thursday, work
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