Saturday, May 24, 2008
? While I'm losing my mind, I hope you're home finding sleep ¿
Noble deeds & hot baths are the best cures for depression.
I supposed the cries from the other night was not enough. I finally blurted it out yesterday. Yes, I finally let it go. I thought I was gonna cry but everything felt right. So that's good right? Then tonight came. The right feeling isn't here anymore.
My plastered smile with a heavy heart.
I don't intend t let anyone about this. Even B is kept in the dark. So don't probe unless you're confident that I'll speak my mind & pour my heart out t you.
Went t chill at Gelare with Sass today :) It was great seeing her, but the things we talked about were never-ending pain & more pain t come in future for the two of us. And her words to me kept ringing in my head, 'Think carefully, Glyn..' even after we parted, even up 'til now. We spent a good eleven bucks there & spent the entire afternoon right in the cafe, in our comfort zones, pouring our hearts out to each other.
Few snapshots but none of us together :(
My current dp :)
I really like this one :)
I kinda wished we snapped more though. Well, if Sass doesn't move about so much, I might be able to? And if I remember Nikonbaby was in my Zebra bag earlier on, I'd bring it out t see the world at Gelare. Hahahahaha.
Me: I also want slr. Everyone on the street can afford lor wtf la. See our next table also have. Kill them!
Sass: Aiya, no slr, (points t the CCTV above us) take this one la!
Me: (couldn't stop laughing) Wtf la you hahaha and use it as webcam la hahaha! Show your friends your new webcam uh. Damn bloody cool lor.
Sass: (Laughs)
Lame or what? I cannot stop laughing. Especially her Donovan!~
We both left at around 5plus. I went over to B's place for dinner while Sass went sheesha with her friends. B's mom was so damn funny. B asked how much noodles do I want so I was like oh anything then her mom's like "Anything then give her one strand will do la". I was like ha, auntie you serious!? Hahaha so funny. It's so nice t see her mom joke with me 'cos B said that she doesn't do that t xx so yay I won hahaha childish.
We talked a lot today, snapped a little as well. Wanted t walk around the night market but I was too tired, I just wanted a hot bath & rest in bed. So I took a cab back at around 9odd, got home around 10pm.
B & I got a lot closer today. I don't know what caused it but I'm glad (: B just went t bed with a lot of hugs & kisses from me. Xav called & she just made me smile with her stupid jokes.
X: Hoi, don't say I not good hor. Now I call you alr k
Me: Yeh la yeh la so nice
X: Call me back?
Me: K bye.
I went on arguing with Zel t let me have the phone. She refused so I went out t the living room t get the other phone. After I went back into the room, she passed me my room's phone which has got no more battery. So I went t change it with the one in the study room. Then, finally called Xav back hahaha!
Ok I have two lines at home, in case you're confused. My room + study = same phone. Living room + mummy's room = same phone. Both different line.
Me: Yeh hello.
X: I didn't know I got sixteen numbers phone number. WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG T CALL BACK HUH! I'M ALREADY DAMN TIRED YOU KNOW THEN YOU STILL TAKE SO LONG. YOUR HOUSE PHONE AT KL OR WHAT HUH! YOU THINK MY PHONE NUMBER IS THE 1800 BLAH BLAH BLAH THAT ONE UH HUH! I WAS LIKE THINKING WHYYYYY YOU TAKE SO LONG T CALL BACK LOR WAHLAU EH!
Me: (Couldn't stop laughing) Sorry luh, I had t find the phone ma. You think your number is donation line ah!
X: Yeh yeh yeh those donation one ahahaha!
Funny ass.
I'm going t sleep soon. Told B I'd sleep after blogging's done :)
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