Thursday, April 10, 2008
? I just wanna use your love tonight ¿
Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path & leave a trail.
Morning air was fresher than ever. Never felt it was this fresh. Maybe because I've not wakie so early in the morning in a long time. It's good to wakie this early. But seeing the working class....... Well, not exactly huh. Especially in the train. I wanted to wakie at 6am so I won't have to squeeze with the working class but who knew! I was late ugh. This sucks man.
Admission test was okay today. Two people that made it & the day better: Jvern & my new friend, Amanda :)
#1 Jvern: She made an effort to wakie early to have breakfast with me & then bring me to school [:
Class is at 11am, but she woke up at 0630am to meet me to have breakfast at Mac's, to also help me overcome the fear. Thanks baby, won't be confident enough without you around today :) Time quality is going to make this relationship better, I believe. Say no to fights & endless crying nights. I had enough. It's time to end the convo with laughters & kisses.
#2: My new friend, Amanda: Is a nice girl who forgot to bring her cutter & scissors for the second paper, who stays in Punggol, who is into photography, who owns a slr (!!), who also agreed that we'd go school together if we're in.
I like her already. She reminds me of Jen because of her hair. But yeh, now it reminds me of how happy I am to find a friend like her whom I've been searching high & low for. A good start, I'd say! It makes the day a little lighter :) We took the train back home, talked a lot about ourselves. I warned her about me & my retardedness & randomness. She seems okay with it so.. I don't know. I really hope she's okay with it & not uh oh mai gawd wai is mai new flen like this? We exchanged contacts so a month later if we get it or not, we'll contact each other. Gr8 :)
Got home, rest, had lunch & met B again. Went down to NAFA to verify my cert & we got drenched in the rain though we had a brolly. We wanted LJS for dindin so we walked all the way back to DG in the small brolly good enough for one person. We spent $10 on donation that B didn't trust & believe that they were really gonna use this money to help them. Had dinner & took 700 back. In the midst of it, we decided not to go Bukit Panjang Plaza as it was late & we're both tired. Kinda pointless of taking 700. We could've taken 190! Walked back home & rest. My flats were helluva wet like I just washed them. Lazed around in B's room & left around 8odd. Got home around 9pm (:
Mom found out about the basket bag I bought for myself to use at the chalet. Aw :( Whatever, I'm going to use it tomorrow.
Glynis is on a Sentosa getaway with her lovable family for 3 days!
In any case of emergencies, please contact her at 9xx9xxxx/9xx82xx5, Jvern at 9xxxxxx9 :) Emergencies such as money loan will not be entertained, thank you. Please enjoy your weekend, readers!
In any case of emergencies, please contact her at 9xx9xxxx/9xx82xx5, Jvern at 9xxxxxx9 :) Emergencies such as money loan will not be entertained, thank you. Please enjoy your weekend, readers!
After so much thinking done, so much discussion between my mind & my heart..
I think.. I'm sorry. I think.. It's time to put us behind, end this story of ours with a huge question mark. Our story is getting old, getting nowhere. I can't bear to but I have to. I want to ask but I won't. If you've moved on, I should put it behind me. Once I'm in NAFA, I'll be meeting new friends but I'll be hoping to meet your twin, your lookalike. Like what A said you are, a keeper.
Labels: admissiontest, emotional ramblings, hiatus, photos, self-shots, thursday
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