Tuesday, March 11, 2008
? So what if you catch me, where would we land? ¿
"At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it's not so important happy ever after, just that it's happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you..and once in a while, people may even take your breath away."
I woke up extremely early today. I was disturbed by the buzzer. Zel had tuition so the tutor came & made hell lot of noise. But it's good in a way. So tonight I will sleep early. Hopefully before 1am :} I watched The Peak at 10am. Dad called after the show to ask me to prepare. He came to pick me & he bought me to RP.
To be very honest, I was frikkin' scared.
Well, who isn't afraid of rejection? If you are not, you're probably inhumane. I've heard enough stories about how others are going for check ups, getting ready for school & etc. They all belong somewhere while I don't. I longed to belong somewhere. You could say that I'm lost, yknow. A fact that I couldn't accept all this while.
So we got to RP & was quite unfamiliar with the place. When we got to the reception, dad talked to them. So they told us that we gotta wit 'til the last week of March before the DAE results are released. I was helluva scared, two more weeks I'm gonna have another heart attack. On our way to pick mom after we left RP, dad asked what was my next plan. I told him about my plans to NAFA. He was quite happy that I actually have plans. So he told me to call up NAFA to check on registration stuff & I did. I might be registering soon, I don't know. Will see how!
So we picked mom, & dad drove us home. He couldn't make time for lunch 'cos he needs to rush back to office :( It poured really heavily & I couldn't even see the road ahead of us! Damn scary. Picked Zel from home & dad alighted us at the Mall so we could have lunch. Ate at Jack's Place :) I still failed to convince mom to get the Fredflare organiser for me. After lunch, we went library t borrow books then to the supermarket to buy eggs for dinner. Zel went off to meet her friends while I sheltered mom home with an umbrella as I was worried that she would slip and fall on her heels. I got a few things from my bedroom & headed out again.
B was super sly. She was sitting at 10th floor waiting for me. When I walked into the lift, she was in there -.- We had nowhere to go 'cos it was raining really heavily so we settled at Mos Burger for lunch. I miss having Mos. And oh yay, B's gonna get me the organiser instead!!!!!!!!!!!! then to BK. Supposed to teach B maths but the brainiest her did not bring the right notes -.- We went up to Popular, went through the TYS. We then went up to the library's cafe. Had brownie with ice-cream! Heh
Is it better with bigger images or smaller ones? Bigger ones you can see how fat & ugly I am. Whatever, let me know your opinions. **coughsStefthynamecoughs**
After that, we walked around aimlessly. Sat around to talk at my favourite place & we camwhored!
It was a good hair day for me :) So photos today looks really good. Well, to me! Hahah. And my complexion has been horrid of recent. Sigh.. Thanks to T3. If dad didn't mentioned that it could've been the cause of my facial wash that caused my face to peel like mad, I wouldn't have known & my face would've been worst. And it's bloody itchy 'cos it's peeling. You can see it in one of the photos.. OMG DEAREST FACE PLEASE GET WELL SOON I CANNOT SCRATCH, I CANNOT TOUCH WHAT AM I GONNA DO!!! I'M SO DAMN UGLY NOW HOW CAN I GO OUT!!!! IT'S SO ITCHY!! Ugh, so pissed.
Someone please tell me what should I do. It peels, it's itchy as hell, I can't touch it but I feel like scratching it. HOW!
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