Wednesday, February 6, 2008
? I will love you, but I'm not going to protect your heart ¿
Happy Lunar New Year to one & all ♥ :)
For this new year ahead of me, I do not know what to wish for. I don't like having to wish so much & none of it came true. As long as I don't get myself into shit like how I did the year before, I'm a-okay with everything. I just want to feel safe & secured. I don't want to fall ill either. All the medication, I want them to stop this year. I'm kinda scared of them already :( Each & every time I do the test, I'm so afraid. Increasing my daily dosage of pills isn't a very good thing. It's gonna kill me and my pocket. Sigh :(
On the other hand, I'm super worried that I cannot finish the Vday present! I haven't put my heart & soul into something for a really long time. Whoa. Efforts would be paid off if it's for the right & worthy person. Or else.. Oh well, we should skip that. Anyone who would make me what I'm making for Vday for baby, I'd melt & be swept away. Haha because I know I'm sucker for sweet stuff so I did it thinking it'd move a heart of stone. Sigh, let's just cross our fingers & pray for the best :/
B & I spoke less than a hundred sentences in three days, texted less than twenty times before she exceeds her monthly free SMSes. I don't know. I won't see her for the next whole week until this whole CNY visiting thing ends for me. Bleh, this sucks much. It's like, I don't even see us together for the next whole week. Not even over the dumb phone and over texts. Ugh. I remember back when I was with Xav, we texted like mad during CNY. Haha I really don't know what is there so much to text about. The lesser I text, the more I hate it. The more I text, the more I love it! Haha so whatever, I shouldn't text. Saves money on bill as well ;)
Ohhh by the wayyyyy, my pay cheque is banked into my account already! So happy :) Heh. I need to transfer $500 to Dad For Nikonbaby♥ & $200 to Mom for Jay Chou's concert tix. Then I'm broke already. The rest is savings. I heard from Merlz, driving lessons are priced at $80 for two hours. EIGHTY FUCKING SING DOLLARS FOR TWO PATHETIC HOURS!? You gotta be kidding me!? Oh really, I'm not. Merlz just had her last class & she'd be having her test soon. It's damn pricey! Driving means a lot to me. I don't know why. I know I'd love driving when I know how to drive. I'm going to save for my driving classes. No more purging in things that I do not need or already have. Less online shoppings, no more Generous Glynis being Santa's best friend. Time to stop!
I feel dumb yknow. I should've saved up more for a dslr, yesyesyes? Rahhh I regret now. Butbutbut Nikonbaby♥ produces great photos though :) So I'm not exactly regretting that much. I'm quite happy with the photos I took of recent, heh. I've yet to edit them though. I'll do that when I'm free.
Reunion dinner was (heartshape). It's rare to see all of us gather around the two big dining tables placed outside the balcony with Mr Sun setting, preparing to head home for reunion dinner as well. Zetaime is so adorable :} She's becoming like a big baby. Really heavy and strong man! Hahaha. Merlz's flying tomorrow to Perth for her graduation! Congrats :) :) :) Happy for her! We stayed 'til about 10pm & headed home. Gonna watch telly, have supper & countdown. Visiting starts tomorrow so yay $ ♥ :)
My head is pounding again. I'm going to bed now. Goodnight sweeties :)
P/s: Oh gosh, what a wordy post!
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