Tuesday, February 12, 2008
? I knew that love wasn't good enough of a reason for me to stay ¿
This scene made me teared. It's so painful to feel unwanted.. Jin (the male lead) is so fucking sweet.
He: Xiao Mai, I bought you some porridge. Do you want to eat some? She: No response
He: Xiao Mai, if you don't eat anything like this, your body will become weak
She: No response
He: Holds her hands
She: Looks back at him
He: Xiao Mai, can't I suffer your pain with you? Do I not deserve your trust?
She: Moves away
He: I know you aren't happy. But.. you don't have to avoid me too. I once said to you, my future includes you. No matter what happens, I will always accompany you. Do you understand, Xiao Mai? You have to believe in me.
She: Leave, please?
He: I don't want to.
She: (screaming) I told you to leave, can't you hear me!? *burst into tears*
He: Hugs her
She: None of you understands how I feel. You told me before that my parents weren't my parents. It was with great difficulty that I've come to accept that HuangFu family is my family and now you're telling me that you've made a mistake. I am not Mai Qiu Sui, I am not HuangFu Shan, then who on Earth am I!? Where is my family?.. Why am I feeling that everything that belongs to me now doesn't belong to me? Jin, I'm sorry. I'm really having a hard time coping. I'm not as strong as I imagined. I'm really scared.. I'm really afraid of being the one who's unwanted.
He: Xiao Mai, don't be afraid. I'll always be with you. Don't worry, I won't let you be alone..
If I were Xiao Mai, his replies would make me feel a lot better. Doesn't matter anymore if I don't have a family 'cos I know I have him.
Because the real granddaughter of HuangFu is moving in, she has to move out. She doesn't want to move out because she's afraid that Jin will be forced by the grandfather to be engaged to the real granddaughter. In order to stay, she sacrifice herself to be the maid of the real granddaughter.
She: I don't want to be too far away from you. I just wanna be by your side. It's that simple, can't I?..
): So sad. This is making me so sad. I know the show very cheena but it's very nice!
YKNOW THAT POLAROID IS GONNA STOP MANUFACTURING POLAROID FILMS!!!
(Source)
Angry die me. I just got my Polaroid and now they are gonna stop manufacturing films. Damn it. Very angry >:@
Okay, I'm gonna go finish watching the show, talk to B & sleep early tonight :) :) :)
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