Thursday, February 21, 2008
? The flavor of your lips is enough to keep me here ¿
After that night when I clubbed with Merl, Ter & Jon, I want to have an older brother. Ter makes me feel like the younger sister in his care that night. Jon as well. The two of them were like our source of entertainment. They dance, make a fool out of themselves in public & could care less about it. To be quite honest, I've never felt brotherly love in my eighteen years of living. Jon once told me, he'd stand up for me if someone bullies me. I felt like he really cares though he doesn't show it. Jon asked if I was okay while clubbing that night 'cos I was just standing around & feeling very drowsy. He's the quiet sort, he doesn't speak much of his emotions but through his actions, I know he does care.. Secretly, I wished I was in Merl's place. So Ter would be my brother instead of godbrother/cousin. How envious I am of her to have a brother who loves her this much. Though both of them might be at one end of the world & the other most of the time, but the bond between them is so strong. I then wished I had an elder brother who would love me & take care of me like the way they did. Sigh.. This is a wish that will never ever be fulfilled.
I was wondering if the reason why I'm feeling this is because the only gender I hang out with is female & the only male that I talk to is God & Dad. It might have been, huh?
That aside, I'm very annoyed with people asking me the same old fucking question. So much for being kpo!
Hello people,
I got into some game design course in NP so I'm appealing for Temasek Poly & Republic Poly.
Are you happy now?
I found out that I can use my folks' CPF to pay for my school fees in NAFA. I will talk to my parents about it & see what they say. Hopefully they will agree!
Facial today was fabulous. My face now glows in the dark!
Talking to Xavxav now! Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. Gonna pray Grandpa in the morning at the temple, movie in the noon with family + Cherilyn & Gran, dinner with the whole family (dad's side) at Aunt's place! It's gonna be a long eventful day :) Wish me luck please, I hope my parents agree to let me study in NAFA!
Go listen to Dixie Chicks' You Were Mine. It reminded me so much of you.
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