Monday, January 21, 2008
? Swirling shades of blue slow dancing in your eyes ¿
What could you be doing that is so much fun, without me by your side?
WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS WORK SUCKS
Okay, by the time you finish reading that you'd know what I'm trying to say.
I'm tired. Work ended at 0730pm, thanks to Kevin. He came at 5plus so meeting ended at 0730pm. Pissed me off so badly :( I wanted to rush home to watch Kinship II! It always happens when I want to rush home and it never happens, rahh.
I'm selling my charcoal grey Topshop V-neck pullover for SGD20 :) A buyer's interested but nego for SGD17 :/ I need moolah. I'm selling so much of my stuff on the net, seriously.
Release of 2007 GCE O-level examination results this coming Thursday!! *grasps*
Damn scared damn scared damn scared. I'm meeting Dale at the gates of Hell, no see no go. If I don't hear from her, it means her mom chopped her alive upon hearing her results. If she doesn't see me, she'd see me in the newspaper headlines tomorrow: GIRL, 17, JUMPED TO DEATH DUE TO O'LEVEL RESULTS. Good luck to all!
The last thing I wanna know is you're not here with me. Especially when I needed you. And who knew? The first thing I knew is that you're not there. You would rather watch telly than be there. When you needed to rant, said you wanna complain, I listened. And you? Sometimes I'm so exasperated with you, me & us. Bit by bit, it's making me feel like we should be one at all. What made it worse is that, you never loved me the way I am, the real me. You never did. You always wanted me to change for you, to the me you want me to be. Be soft-spoken, gentle - this is something I can be but I wouldn't be me anymore. I'm not her. She is everything I'm not. I can't hold a candle to her. For the past 7, coming 8 months, I've been a fool for you. I held on because of you. It never came across to me that you never loved the real me..
Hold my hand, I'll take you to a place where you can be anything you wanna be♥
I'm tired. I wanna rest but I've got tons on my Note-to-Self list to be done. I'm so damn tired, bleh. I shall do a little of Photoshop & poof to bed. A busy week I see ahead of me. I got no idea what to wear tomorrow. I hate having to wonder what to wear everyday when my closet is very limited though it's filled with clothes but 3/4 of it are new & they are for CNY. Damn. Annoyed.
On a side note, I'll do the rest of the posts (with tons of pictures!) another day. Too tired to move an mm.
P/s: Good luck on your first day of school tomorrow :)
And I don´t have a soul to save
Yes, and I sin every single day
We never change, do we?
We never learn, do we?
Labels: fear, monday, tired, work
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