Monday, January 14, 2008
? I want to know if love is real ¿
The hardest thing in this world is to live in.
Skipped class chalet.
I looked forward to this event but the heart rejected immediately when mentioned. I knew right away I didn't wanna attend, must less stay over. I hope you guys had lots & lotsa fun :) And thanks Pam, Cecilia & Xw for the constant persuasion. Thanks for letting me know that my presence matters ;) I'd love to see all of you soon!
Jan is coming to an end, I kept telling myself so I can quit. HAHAHA dumb. Mom said I should work 'til Feb since Feb only has got a few days of work as there's quite a lot of holidays. I shall see how. I know mom doesn't want me to give up but.. I don't know :/
After work, I went over to B's place. Sat around to have dinner & watched tv. Ch8 Kinship FINALLY! Omg I wanna subscribe mobtv but I don't wanna waste money. But I cannot find anyone to let me their user so I can watch :( I'm sad now rahhhhhh. I'm feeling crappy :/ Ugh. Cabbed home after that. The cabbie auntie very nice! Haha I talked to her throughout the journey. I'm quite worried for her though. She almost got molested by an Indian man once O.O I was trying to persuade her to work in noon or like, some other jobs. Damn worried for her. I was her first customer tonight [: Teehee I hope I made her night (It rhymes!)
Distance means nothing to me;
It only makes me want to see you longer♥
It only makes me want to see you longer♥
B's gonna start school soon. I'd be seeing less of her, less of us. We agreed that we only meet once/twice a week 'cos we assumed school was gonna be a bitch to her this year. Hell lot of remedial & lessons are just not gonna be 2 hour long but as long as the school is opened for. I gotta learn how to be independent. Whether she is starting school or not, I have to. I've decided that I don't wanna rely on anyone. Even with the one I entrust the most.
P/s: I love spending private time like this with you. I know we wouldn't have many of such dates/days anymore. I'd miss snuggling up your bed with you for sure. Because that's the one of the times I know for sure without a doubt I'm loved.
Sometimes I think that I'll find a love
One that's gonna change my heart
I'll find it in Commercial Appeal
And then this heartache will get chased away
Labels: classchalet, monday, work
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